sending positive thoughts your way! I know how hard it is, impossible really, not to worry. This is a difficult difficult time and only when you have the baby safe in your arms will you relax (and even then there will be new worries!).

Sometimes I find it helps to just try to 'ignore' my crazy mind and thoughts and distract myself to make the time go by faster. It works for a short while, but at least it is something.

The docs should take special attention to you since your history...but like all have said, worrying and stressing isn't going to help matters for you or your LO. But I know how impossible it is! I would be the same. Think positive.

Sending many prayers your way...

Thankyou ladies I have 3 days until my scan.