| I just wish there was some sort of guarentee that I was actually pregnant and evrything was fine. I'm just in this limbo. I know I can have the scan, I just have to book it but I'm terrified. I had some spotting, I have very high HCG levels, I am sick like constantly, the midwife and doctor and nurse all say that they think everything is going well... I just.. I'm scared. The more I read the more convinced I am that something is wrong and ya know, my gran had a stillborn, my auntie m/c at 12 weeks, my friend m/c at 8 weeks... I'm just a very pessimistic person lol. Sorry. |