My oh works at sea and has been away for most og my pregnancy - he comes home when i am 36 weeks!

I started having nightmares right at the beginning and they are always the same, that he falls in love with someone else or realises he is too young to be a dad and abandons me any his baby. Each time I wake up begging him not to go in floods of tears and I actually feel like I have been through the trauma.

I think it is just my insecurities being heightened like all our emotions are during pregnancy.

Not nice tho - I wake up just wanting to hold him - but then i remember he is 1000's of miles away.

Don't be anxious to sleep tho - right now it is what you need more than anyting in the world.

To be honest I dont think lack of sleep is going to be any problem I've always had far too much sleep I sleep more than I am awake usually!

That's quite the dream!