hi everyone, u probably wont remember me i was here last year but sadly had to terminate my pregnancy due to a chromosome dissorder, it was a horrendous time because of all the testing and meeting with the genetics people it took so long before the termination happened i was 17 weeks and had to give birth we named our daughter Evie i held her and kissed her.
it was the darkest most horrific time of my life.
and im so terrified to say im back and pregnant again! i got a bfp on 1st april, and was totally in shock as we only had nookie once unprotected and he pulled out! sorry tmi!!...
im trying to not get my hopes up and believe that if i miscarry its cos theres something wrong and its meant to be that way.
looking back now i wish id just miscarred Evie but i prayed so hard to keep her it was like my body wouldnt let her go even though id had bleeding on and off.
so this time im trying to chill out and say what will be will be, if i make it to 11 weeks the cvs will be done at the same time as scan, both me and dp dont want to take any chances.
i wanted to say thankyou to all of you that were so supportive when it happened,(i know i ran away from this forum) it was to painful to stay!
i hope i can stay this time till the end

Hi Hun, I am so sorry for your loss and I really hope you have a very happy and healthy pregnancy.
Luv Cheryl xxx

Hope you have a healthy and happy 9 months. So sorry to hear of your previous loss xXx

hi hun i know exactlly how you feel i went through exactlly the same thing when i was 20 , his brain hadn,t grown proberly so they adviced me to terminate which i did at 17 weeks i had to go into labour to they blamed it on not taking folic acid said it could of been prevented if i had taken them , keep you chin up hun & think positive i know its hard as ive been there ive had 3 kids since then & im pregnant with my 4th , good luck hun . violet xx

Hi hun, I am really soz you had to go through that. I hope that everything goes well with this pregnancy. Good luck and congratulations. x

sorry for your loss hun,but congratultions on this pregnancy,wishing you a happy and healthy 9 mths xx

im sorry for your loss wishing you a happy healthy 9 months take care.

Sorry to hear about your sad loss last year. Hope this time you have a really healthy and happy pregnancy. We're all here for a chat and support!

thanks so much guys! i hope we all have healthy pregnancys xxx
violet.. what happened to you was awful how dare they say u could have prevented it!! thats such a cruel thing to say, im so happy youre on your 4th healthy babe xxx