I got BFN's until 10dpo, then a very faint BFP. A few days later it was way darker.

any news ?

Not yet, still waiting. I'm thinking of going to see the doctor in a week or maybe even just waiting until closer to the 28th when AF would be due (if I simply missed my last AF). I went to my doctor on the 5th and she said if AF still hasn't shown up to come back in 7-10 days, which would be now. I'm just scared of going in and getting another negative test and her trying to force me back on birth control before I've had AF to make sure I'm not pregnant. I don't put a lot of faith in HPT/blood tests because of knowing so many people who tested negative while they were pregnant. I've been a close eye to look out for the mucous that I get when I'm supposed to be ovulating but it's a no show and it always happens 2 weeks after AF. I've only missed one AF in my life (when I was 16 and my parents decided we were going to move to LA in 2 days and we had to pack the entire house up in 2 days) and even then I had ovulation around 2 weeks after my AF was supposed to show up. It's been 21 days since AF and there is still no mucous discharge other than a tiny drop but apparently some women experience a slight mucous discharge at the beginning of the pregnancy..something about needing to get rid of some dead cells since you didn't ovulate or have AF I suppose. The mucous I did have was nothing like I'm used to, looked completely different, and wasn't even 1/10th of the size I normally have when I ovulate.

Anyways, long story..still no BFP or AF but I'm waiting. SO has been through a pregnancy before with his ex and he's convinced I'm pregnant after being my biggest opponent on the possibility. I don't know how to explain how I keep having faith that I am pregnant when I've seen BFN after BFN. I feel pregnant and I've never felt this way before, like deep down I know that there's a baby there but am just waiting to have it proven. After all, I'm like a walking text book example of pregnancy symptoms. I bet that sounds crazy, doesn't it?