Bless you for what you have been going through. I know it must be tough...but Sunday is just around the corner As for the sickness, hopefully that doesn't last too long either. Without making it as though you are hurting her feelings, can you possibly tell her that her smoking is contributing to your feeling sick, or that it makes you feel sicker when she smokes around you?

As for worries about when to feed the baby, etc. that will all come to you You need not worry about that now as you will know what to do. Your baby will let you know, usually. If your baby doesn't let you know or tends to sleep quite a bit the first week or so, make sure you wake him/her up for a feeding every two hours throughout the day. Other than this, that's all you will need to know about feeding your baby.

But, like I said, don't worry about that now You will be fine and will be a good mom

Truly hope all improves for you soon!

..... so?? Have you been doing any garden dancing ???

garden dancing?????? Nope, mornings the dog just wants to role on his back and have his belly tickled, by evening I'm ready to hurl!!!

I did do a little private jig when she went home though!!!! Miss her though, just too much at the moment, almost a week!!! Urgh. Anyway, had a couple of bad days feeling like crap, then a couple of good days and now, the last 2 days it's been awake at 5am, last night awake at 4.15am!!! I was woken by geese in a garden near by!! Food still not my best friend although managed scrambled egg and bacon on toast, yummy!!

Thanks for all your words of encouragement and little gags that make me giggle, I need it. Thanks all xx