Unsure what is happening so going to say goodbye to this forum

Aw I am thinking of you and have my fx its all ok. XXX

Oh hun, you must be so worried, but having looked at a few of the other post on here, it seems that you can bleed and still be ok??

Fingers crossed for you and really hope your bean has stuck xx

Oh honey, I'm so sorry, we'll be thinking of you. Pop in when you feel like it just for a chat xxx

Keeping my fingers firmly crossed for u hunny xxx

Thanks girls, really appreciate it. Went up the hospital this afternoon because pain was worse. Had my blood tests done and have to go back for a scan in the morning. They checked my cervix, its slightly open, not enough to let anything out, but could also mean I have already passed it and its closing off again. They said the bleeding is a lot and when they did a test it took a while to get the positive, should have been stronger. The HCG results should come in in the morning so I will see them too.

Plus to add to this, me and the oh are falling out - he has been to a family funeral today which I came out of because of this. He is saying I am depressed and obsessed with losing babies!!!! Effin cheek, but haven't got it in me. Been really positive about this pregnancy until yesterday when I started bleeding, so I think I am entitled to get upset. He hasn't text to see if I am ok from the hospital, more interested in getting wasted with his family - who he doesn't bother with any other time. when I text him to say I am back, he just said, 'we will speak in a bit'.

What a crappy day..... but you girls are lovely and I am glad that I get to air my feelings on here. Hope to see you all again soon x x x x x

Oh hun, im so sorry but I just hope its all ok. Take it easy and rest up it will do u the world of good. xxxxxx

And, oh my god yes you have the total right to be feeling this way - how dare he!!!!! He doesnt have a clue how your body is making you feel and sure its a total worry and every time you fall pregnant it will be till the baby is in your arms, thats exactly how i feel and i wont feel at ease about the preg till i have popped it out!

Hope u get thru this babe xxxxx you know were here if u need to talk xxx

MEN!!! How thoughtless of him. I know it will be hard, but have an early night and try and get some rest. We are all thinking of you xx

I really hope everything is ok and we see you back here next week xx

I really hope everything is ok hun. Please let us know how you get on. I'll be thinking of you! And as for your OH, well he should be ashamed! Trouble is men don't normally know what shame is!

Had my bloods done and the results are really low - in line with miscarrying. Have to go back tomorrow for further bloods. I am going to rest up today, still feel positive that this will all work out okay and next time will be right. Need to have a smear, I am 5 months overdue with this and its important that I get this done. So until smear is done and all clear I won't be ttc, had a long chat with OH, he still thinks I get too into checking things on the internet and he wants us to just have the next one naturally without reading into things etc. But I am still going to come on the forum as this is just chats with friends. Thanks again girls x x x x