HI all,

I went to day to see another doc. They did an ultrasound. Sac got bigger, it measures now 5w 2d but as we all see in my ticker I should be 7w 1d.

Doctor diagnosed me with a Blighted ovum. For those who dont know what is it, its when fertilization and implantation happen, sac is created, but baby will never exist.(read more about it here http://www.americanpregnancy.org/pre...ghtedovum.html)

I can still have an increase in hcg levels, pregnancy symptoms, no cramps, everythings, but still, it's a blighted ovum. It's just bad luck, nothing more and nothing less.

I cried a lot at the doctor's, but then what? there was never a baby in there in the first place, so I never lost one. I am just hurt because I started dreaming, and thought will carry our miracle in July 08. I am still dreaming to have a baby miracle in 08 though, doc advised me to take a break for 2 months bec he wants to monitor me, and in the third, we can start trying again. I am optimistic, that maybe, maybe, we can have a 08 miracle baby inside of my heart

I wont post a sad smilie, why? Life goes on. I am heartbroken yes, but then what? I will just hurt myself, my DH and family. I wont tell family but only after D&C which will take place on next Wednesday.. Doc said we can have a final ultrasound and if nothing shows, the do D&C after it. I wont wait and see if maybe baby appears, I just want time to pass and try again.

Below are the pics of the ultrasound, as u can see, yes, its empty and measuring less.. in the second pic u can see blood around it, which might be not good.

It was nice being part of the July EDD, I cant wait now to know the exact EDD of my little one.

Good luck everyone.

I'm really sorry Suzan. I hope all goes well with your appointment next week and you recover quickly. Your in my thoughts hon

I'm so sorry. I am praying for an '08 miracle baby for you!

I am so sorry suzan words cannot express how sad I am feeling right now for you , but am Glad that you are optimistic about trying again

Susan.. I am so sorry. I just wanted to say how proud of you I am though! You are being so strong with this! I know that you will blessed to have a little miracle in 08! Keep that strong, good attitude!

Oh Suzan thats terrible and you are being so brave and strong.......take real good care of yourself....tears streaming down my face as I read your post....good luck for the future and if you are up to it let me know how you get on next week....Love from Elle xx

sorry hun xxx

Suzan - I have no words.....You are just being so strong and steadfast though - truly admirable.

I know you will have a healthy 9 months very soon!

Oh you poor thing.

I know it must hurt but it's so great to hear you optomistic.

Hopefully you'll have another BFP soon

xxx

aww. im really sorry.
[praying right now]