Last night while shopping, I felt really nausious. My partner sugested that we pick up a pregnancy test. We were planning on creating a little one in the new year.
So I did get a test, got home and peed....yes preggers....every emotion seemed to rush through me
... more then anything have I wanted a baby.. last year I had a misscariage at 4 months, my heart was broken.... since then I have developed a lot of fear.
I though that I was having crazy PMS... watching a comedy about a women who gets pregnat the other night and I just cried through the whole thing.
Anyways... I also feel more cautious to tell my family... parents didn't respond well to the great news last year.. and I was at home for the holidays when I lost my little one, my mom was with me... and I think that she is still grieving..
So this time I think that I will wait to tell family when I know that all is well and healthy. And in the meen time get support from you guys!!!
I had a miscarriage early this year so know what you mean about telling people it's so hard to keep it to yourself isn't it! Good luck hope you have a health 9 months!
xxx
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