aww

i dont know if its good or bad news hun.

i was due my af between late november and early december a few weeks later i 'felt' pregnant sore boobs, freq urination, tiredness etc i did a pregnancy test, negative... then i did others over the xmas period they were all positive, maybe your testing too early???
I know what you mean though when you say you dont know whether to be dissapointed or happy i felt the same. i am still sorta getting used to being pregnant now.
maybe you should try testing in a week or two again if you've had no af?
good luck in whatever you want the outcome to be xxx