I am having such awful moods. I am getting angry at everything. Im feeling very stressed - a lot of it about work.
I have just been offered a new job and given up my old one. But they dont know I am pregnant. Im feeling really stressed about telling them because I want to be honest with them but im worried about how they will react. I went for the interview knowing i was pregnant but I was only 5 weeks so I wasnt about to tell them then as it was too early. I have since seen another job that I would love and have an interview on tuesday, but now being 9 weeks and because this job is for a very small company I am going to be totally upfront about the pregnancy - which I am pretty certain will hinder any chance I have of getting it.
I am most annoyed at the fact I am having to work. I thought the second time round I wouldnt have to but as I get no financial support from the government becuase apparently according to them my OH earns too much for me to receive tax credits or anything like that. I just dont see why its fair that because my OH has a good job which does pay well that It makes me exempt from receiving any extra help. The support thats available should either be available to everyone or taken away and everone made to work to support their family. Sorry but im just sick of it, the benefits system is a JOKE!
The tiredness is really getting to me in this pregnancy and its making me so grouchy and im picking at everything.
I feel sorry for my DD as I am moaning so much she must be picking up on my bad moods. And the mood i am in now is only going to escalate as I am shortly off to work 6 til midnight tonight. The fun just never stops here
Feel a bit better for a rant, but not much.