The - I'm so scared i cant be excited yet -Thread

I'm terrified but also really excited!! It's weird because part of me won't let myself believe it!

Xxx

were gonna get there,

i have pma for others - non for myself lol xxx

Me too! Lol xxxx

what we like eh ?

I have loads of PMA for others but when I come to being positive about me I cant help but let the doubts creep in. i think thats normal. At least we have each other to help us through this.

Beadette- your MC was the same time as mine too

we'l all pull each other through xxx

This sums me up too! I'd love to tell everyone and be dancing for joy, but I just can't relax until there's less chance of another mc... Told my parents this time - they were really supportive when I mc-ed, but a bit shocked as I hadn't quite got around to telling them yet! Good luck to everyone - am willing LO to stick firmly this time and be healthy. xxx

Sticky Dust xxxxxxxxx

It's so terrifying hunny, like Mrs Doddy said. I was CONVINCED I had had enough MMC before my 12 week scan, and I look at my ticker now and can't believe it. I am still terrified, but each day you get a little bit stronger. The way I coped (just about!) was obviously with the help of all you wonderful girls, but through setting little milestones. That's how I still cope now. When you think of all the scans and test you can feel so overwhelmed - so, milestone one, AF late! Milestone two, midwife appointment...ect. It really helps

1st milstone was af late - passed
2nd milestone - getting "pregnant" on a digi
3rd milestone - midwife apt