Thinking of you

I hope you peak at the forum & things are better for you.

Would love to know how lil man is

I've been thinking about Layla too.

Was going to text her but didnt want to bambard her.

Hope youre feeling ok chick if you manage to get a quick looksie.

Xx

I only pop on and off the forum at the moment... is everything ok with Layla? Has something happened?
Hope everything is well

Not missed anything just wee man has bad colic and she posted things were a bit hard Just hoping shes ok I'm guessing they are trying to get routine & sleep no doubt.

i was thinking about Layla this morning too. hope you're ok hun

I've text her - Shes ok! Got some pampering on order I believe

good good, hey wobs we should leave the kids with stu and we should go get pampered

oh right , thanks for replying.

Hope everything is alright Layla

was thinking 'bout her as well as I didn't see her posting

glad she is ok

HI, thanks for asking about me

Been getting a few texts so i thought i better come on and update you all.

I hve been diagonsed with PND and refured for counciling which im not happy about, but as i refused tablets then it seems i havent got a choice, my HV wants to me see someone.

I cant bond with Adam atall, i love him and i accept now that he is mine (didnt belive or feel he was my baby for a while) but i still cant get that deep bonded feeling going with him. i look at him and dont really feel much

Adam himself is doing great tho, he is smiling lots now.
He still suffers from colic in the evenings but not as bad as he did thanks to the cow and gate comfort milk.
I have managed to fit him and feeds in to my routine so it doesnt interfer with school runs and dinner times etc, he also now only wakes up once for a feed at night, so me and jase take it in turns which means every other night i get a full nights sleep.

Adam is feeding every 3 to 4 hours in the day time tho and he takes up to 5oz, weight wize he is doing fab! he was 8lbs 9 and a half oz born and now (weighed today) he is 11lbs 9 and a half oz.

Jase has been fantastic to me, without him i would be alot worse i think, hes helped out so much and is suporting my feelings 100% he doesnt judge me or get angry at me coz i cant bond with Adam, im so lucky to have him.

Im not on here much at the mo untill things settle down for me, i will pop back on now and again to try to keep up to date with everyone

x