Its finaly happend
Coby was jumping n the sofa next to me while i was holding Adam, Coby fell and elbowed Adam in the head....Adam wasnt badly hgurt or anything but he did cry alot and i had the bigest rush of feelings go through me, love, protectiveness, etc etc
Since then i love him so much, my little ginger ninja hehe
i look at him now and cant belive i didnt feel anything and that it took him to get hurt before it all kicked in, better late than never tho i guess.
Emotion wize im much happier, i am going to refuse counciling now, i really dont think i had PND, if i did have it then i defo dont have it now, i managed to pull myself out of it myself.
We go out alot dureing the days, lots of toddler groups and long walks so i still wont be on much but im about and happy
Thanks everyone for your suport
xx
Glad you are getting the support you need Im sure it will all be fine soon 
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