I really do hope he changes babe, for both you and Oliver's sake! x

I only just read this post

I am so sorry sweety

You have to do what your heart tells you now hun don't stay becauses hes begged with what sounds to me like a bit of emotional convincing (if thats the right way to put it - poss not quite emotionsal blackmail). Its ok him saying that but will he change? Your heart < listen to it! Do whats right by you and Oliver NOT what he wants now unless he bucks up FAST. Hopefully after his words he gave you a bloody night off?! If not well ....

I dont feel i have to stay for Ollie- Quite the oppasite in fact. Oliver is the reason i feel i cant stay with Ewan. I feel our constant fighting is making him insecure and become a stressy baby and i feel so guilty for this. I feel us stayin together will do Oliver more harm than good. I think we'd be better parents if we werent together. Id put up with Ewans crap usually but its not just about me now. I have to think of Ollie. Im soo confused. Problem is i still love Ewan and still keep convincing myself things will get better, that its just a phase cus our emotions are all over the place. x

Hey I really hope things get better for you soon. If you ever fancy going for a coffee or something to get away from it all for even just a little while, I'd be more than happy to. xx

Sweetie, I am soooo very sorry you are having such a hard time right now. What bothers me the most is you saying that your OH has yelled at the baby. Whether it is a phase because of all the emotions, he is sooo far out of line for yelling at your baby I can't even see past it. I totally understand the frustration he is feeling, but yelling at a tiny baby is just abusive, and there is just no reason for it. Loving someone does not mean you have to put up with such crap. At the end of the day, I can type a mile of advice, but it is your life, and you have to decide what is going to be the best for you and your baby. You are in my thoughts.

sweetsammi hope things are doing better

it must be difficult for you being in the dark what Oliver has, I think OH should give you support rather than making everything worse!

SweetSammi, how are you feeling? Hope things are better for you today hun!