I'm 15 years old. Please don't judge I didn't intend on geting pregnant... It was my first time and the guy lied to me saying that the condom didn't brake when I had thought it did.. 5 weeks later I took home tests and all 5 were negative so I thought i was okay. at 12 weeks I thought I should take another one. It was postive I went to the doctor and they said I was for sure pregnant. I didn't know what to do. I was young scared. My first thought was to tell the dad. He said there was no way I could be and he was not ready for a kid, and told me to leave him alone...(what an ass). I though about abortion, but i decided not to because I wanted to take responsibilty for the baby. I has went to the doctor at 14 weeks and found out I was going to have a little baby girl. I started to warm up to the fact I was going to be a mom. I realized this was going to be my little girl no matter how young I was I was going to be a great mommy. I decided on a name(Jayline Noel Jones) and I had a god father for her. i knew he would help us both out greatly. I becoming happy.

But needless to say I started having trouble at 15 weeks.. My doctor told me her heart rate was slowing, but he had gave me a shot and said this should help. two weeks after that I started having heavy bleeding I went to the doctor as fast as i could, and at 17 weeks I looked on that screen and saw no heart beat. I realized my daughter was dead...

It's been exactly one month since then and I am still trying to find ways to cope with this. I havent found a good one yet. I'm extreamly depressed, and cry everyday every night. I can't stop thinking of her. Yes, i'm young, but I loved that baby with ALL my heart and would have given my life for her and given her the world..

Any help or comments would be great.
thank you,
~Erin~

How come you found out the sex so early, thought you couldnt find out until around 19 weeks?

sorry about your loss hun.

my friend found out at about 16 weeks they just told her it wasn't as accurate as it would be at 20 weeks x

so sorry for your loss, time is the only healer , you just need to give yourself time to grieve.

the experiance will never leave you bt the pain does ease over time. take time to greive for her.
xxx

I really am so sorry for your loss
xxx

I am really sorry. I think only time will help you heal.