I want my baby back

dancareoi · Jan 21st, 2012, 04:14 AM

Feeling very low and very sad again. Some of you may have read some of previous posts. i lost a baby at 8 weeks gestation in july 2009 and on 9th jan, at 17 weeks found my baby had died at 14 weeks gestation, depsite healthy scan at 13 weeks. We are having our baby cremated on monday and the ashes buried at the babies memorial garden at the hospital on tuesday.
For some reason i felt a little better yesterday and nearly upgraded my mood feeling to sad from dead.
I`m glad a didnt, feeling dead again today. i just keep crying, I just want my baby back. Please, let me wake up from this nightmare.

Perfect_pink · Jan 21st, 2012, 04:23 AM

I know it doesnt feel like it but it will get better, take everyday as it comes, some days you will find you dont cry and others you cant stop x x

marginalia · Jan 21st, 2012, 04:30 AM

I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to offer than hugs and sympathy. Take your time and be gentle with yourself.

dancareoi · Jan 21st, 2012, 04:31 AM

Thank you for your kind words. I know it will get better, but it doesn`t feel that way right now.
Why is life so cruel?
How are you?

Sunflower1 · Jan 21st, 2012, 04:32 AM

Dear dancareoi, it is really early days yet and it's bound to become raw again as the day approaches for you to put your little one to rest. I hope you find some comfort next week at the memorial. It's a long road dancareoi and what you're feeling is perfectly natural xx

pcbs777 · Jan 21st, 2012, 05:50 AM

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Originally Posted by dancareoi

Feeling very low and very sad again. Some of you may have read some of previous posts. i lost a baby at 8 weeks gestation in july 2009 and on 9th jan, at 17 weeks found my baby had died at 14 weeks gestation, depsite healthy scan at 13 weeks. We are having our baby cremated on monday and the ashes buried at the babies memorial garden at the hospital on tuesday.
For some reason i felt a little better yesterday and nearly upgraded my mood feeling to sad from dead.
I`m glad a didnt, feeling dead again today. i just keep crying, I just want my baby back. Please, let me wake up from this nightmare.

i am so sorry for both your losses! everyday gets better and u are right..one day u feel fine and then the next u want to lay in bed all day crying!
thinking of u and sending hugs xx

Jan 21st, 2012, 04:14 AM	#1
dancareoi Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Solihull, UK Posts: 221	I want my baby back Feeling very low and very sad again. Some of you may have read some of previous posts. i lost a baby at 8 weeks gestation in july 2009 and on 9th jan, at 17 weeks found my baby had died at 14 weeks gestation, depsite healthy scan at 13 weeks. We are having our baby cremated on monday and the ashes buried at the babies memorial garden at the hospital on tuesday. For some reason i felt a little better yesterday and nearly upgraded my mood feeling to sad from dead. I`m glad a didnt, feeling dead again today. i just keep crying, I just want my baby back. Please, let me wake up from this nightmare.

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Jan 21st, 2012, 04:23 AM	#2
Perfect_pink Pregnant (Expecting) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: North east Posts: 1,041	I know it doesnt feel like it but it will get better, take everyday as it comes, some days you will find you dont cry and others you cant stop x x

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Jan 21st, 2012, 04:30 AM	#3
marginalia On a break (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Posts: 44	I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to offer than hugs and sympathy. Take your time and be gentle with yourself.

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Jan 21st, 2012, 04:31 AM	#4
dancareoi Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Solihull, UK Posts: 221	Thank you for your kind words. I know it will get better, but it doesn`t feel that way right now. Why is life so cruel? How are you?

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Jan 21st, 2012, 04:32 AM	#5
Sunflower1 Other Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Posts: 20	Dear dancareoi, it is really early days yet and it's bound to become raw again as the day approaches for you to put your little one to rest. I hope you find some comfort next week at the memorial. It's a long road dancareoi and what you're feeling is perfectly natural xx

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