keldac

I am sorry to gatecrash this section as I have not actually miscarried my baby yet - but I know I will

Everybody is trying to give me false hope but that makes it worse.

I started spotting brown 8 days ago - and its not stopped. I had a scan on Monday, should have been 5w6d but sac only measured 4-5 weeks - no yolk/hb/fetal pole. HCG doubled in 48 hrs.

I am taking progesterone and HCG injections which I know is stopping me from naturally miscarrying. I BEGGED the hospital to take me in for a D&C but they said I have to wait until Tuesday, re-scan and then see what happens.

Yesterday I was so distressed the dr had to some and give me a mild sedative If I beleive there was any hope I would never have taken it.

I have had 1 mmc, 2 x mc, Shauna died suddenly aged 6 weeks, Isobel 5 yrs, Louie 3yrs and now pg again.
Although I have 2 healthy children I had many problems with their pg as well.

I;m sorry this is long - I am desperate and feel totally isolated and alone. I truly think I am going mad and can't think positive at all.
Kelly x

maybebaby

Huge to you!

Tracie87

people are giving you hope because ur hcg are doubling and so they shud be. if u was m/c they would drop.
u prob measured lower because u might have ovulated late. i was put back a week. the hospital wont do anything because ur hcg is rising. there having hope for you.
grab on to all that hope because some people aint lucky enuff 2 have any hope. you have it so cling on 2 it!

tansey

Oh hun, sorry you are feeling this way. I hope that on Tues the scan gives you some hope. We are all here if you need to talk through this. xx

keldac

I have had a previous mc where my hcg doubled so that means nothing. having hope is a cruel thing to me as I just come crashing back down again. The best hope I had was when my daughter was born and even she was taken from me when she was 6 weeks old suddenly in the night.
Yes this post is very cynical but I can't help the way I am feeling and thats why I posted.

Tracie87

hun iv lost 4 babys in a row dnt have any living children and all i can do is live on hope. you need hope.
dont give up untill the doctor tells you for sure your baby is gone. iv been told i may never have children but that aint gunna stop me trying.
if i can say that, then you can.

keldac

I am so scared of having hope only to be knocked back down again, It happens to often
Everybody tells me 'you're strong' 'don't know how you cope'
Well at this moment I;m not!!!
I swear I'll be in the nut house by Tuesday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todteach

huge

Take care

JASMAK

I wouldn't lose hope. Hope is not a terrible thing!!! I had BRIGHT RED bleeding throughout my ENTIRE pregnancy with my son...sometimes worse than AF! I even had to be hospitalized twice! Your Hcg is doubling, and it is only natural for you to feel worry...but, the fact that your baby measured so close to the actual dates, I feel, is a reassuring sign. *Try* to remain positive (I know, waaaay easier said than done), and see what happens on Tuesday. I will be thinking of you. I am sending positive vibes your way. (hugs)

porkpie1981

As you can see by my ticker im supposed to be over 7 weeks but when i had a scan there was nothing there so they took my hch levels 3 times and they started of at 140 and have doubled each time. I wnet up to th epu on tuesday as i was bleeding and they scanned and seen a 3 mm sac and i found out that i have a uti(thank god thats all it was). Now a 3mm sac only is about 4 weeks and i was worried but they said that my hcg shows only early pregnnacy so they dont seem too worried. What was ur hcg levels?