millymolly

Hi everyone
I'm totally new to all this but I am finding this website so helpful. At last I can identify with so many of you and I am starting to realise that I am not alone...I have found it so difficult recently.

Apologies in advance.. I can talk and talk!

A brief introduction...I have been TTC for 2 yrs since getting re-married and coming off the pill. I have had a history of spotting but was told last year that hormones ok so prob just my body taking time to get back to normal after the pill. DH and I were thrilled when we had last summer but were devastated when we had a 10 week scan to be told baby had died at 7 weeks I hadnt had any bleeding or pain at all and although I knew I was at risk of mc due to age, I was trying to remain positive as I really felt pregnant. (ERPC followed).

I was fortunate to fall pregnant again in March this year but was so scared. This time I didnt have as strong pregnancy symptoms so was naturally worried but everyone said all pregnancies different! I then started spotting so was really stressed. Scan at 7 weeks showed all ok and spotting stopped but at 9 weeks resumed and a scan showed baby died at 8 weeks + 2 days (Medical management followed)

Since then my body has gone haywire .... I bled for 2 wks after mc then only had 3 dry days before starting to bleed again on 25 May... really confused.... nurse said too early for but I had had ov pain. A rescan that week (to check for retained products) showed I had actually ov so it was my first since mc. This lasted 2 weeks then I had only 5 dry days before spotting for two weeks! I then had one dry day before my 2nd (since mc) started last week on 2 July but thankfully this only lasted 5 days and now I'm CD 8. Apparently, the last scan also showed a small polyp so yet another hurdle to overcome! (My GP has referred me to Gynae)

There hasn't been many days for my DH and I to so odds are against us! TMI

So... with my age, 2 x mc's, spotting and now polyp , we need a miracle. (no money for private care)

Please forgive me, I know I'm very fortunate to have 2 sons' from previous marriage but hope you understand that as a female I cannot help the female hormones making me broody and making me long for a baby with my wonderful new husband (he's a great step dad but younger than me with no children of his own).

Apologies for all the waffle but I needed to sound off as my head has been spinning for weeks now!

Take care and to you all x

superp123

Well welcome to the board!! Wish it were on better circumstances though. I'm so sorry to hear of your losses, and not a single one of us will ever think you ungreatful. Girls here are ultra supportive and so genuinly sweet. I know that you'll love it here.
Sounds like you've had a bit of a ride with lately. I hope that your new doc can help you get it all sorted very soon. Lots of hun.
P

Sambatiki

Hi and welcome millymolly.

Im so sorry for your losses.

Hope that the sorts herself out for you. I found that this site has been a god send. The girls here are wonderful!! I couldn't have done without them after my MC.

Take care and don't forget we're here to listen if you need to rant!!



Kerry

Lyrah

I'm so sorry for your losses

Lots and lots of luck and babydust coming your way!

jonnanne3

First let me say that I am so sorry for your losses. I can completely relate. I have 3 children from a previous marriage and my husband is a wonderful stepdad to my children. I had my tubes tied in 1999 and then had a tubal reversal in 2007. We got pregnant in Jan this year and had a mc in March. then we got pregnant again in June and just mc on July 5th. I am 36 and my husband is 31 with no children of his own. I believe with a little patience and prayer we will have our baby. I wish you all the luck and I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. If you ever want to talk, please feel free to pm me. Take care.....

millymolly

Hi All

'BIG THANKS' to you all for reading my thread, I know I went on a bit but it has helped me tremendously by being able to 'sound off' to people that understand. My head has finally stopped spinning!!! Its so nice to chat to you all and make so many new friends.

x

millymolly

So sorry Jonnanne3 to hear of your recent mc...thoughts and prayers are with you and your hubby at this difficult time!


We both have 2 baby angels now

xxx

Loo

I know someone who had a polyp too. They just removed it and all her spotting stopped. So hopefully once that's gone - you'll feel better and have more time for Bd'ing!!

Sorry to hear of your loss and good luck.

x

Logiebear

First of all let me say I am sorry for your losses hun and I know what you mean about wanting a baby so badly hun. We decided to try for another baby in Dec and in Jan we got pregnant and lost that baby in Feb then we got pregnant again straight away in Feb and lost that baby in May.

People assume that because I have 3 already that it shouldn't affect me as much but it does. The baby was still part of me and my husband and it died that same as anyone else who has suffered this kind of loss. It doesn't matter how many you already have or you life choices so I wanna give you huge

Freya

sending hugs and some extra strength to keep you going.

I personally believe anything is possible, so dont let go of your dream just yet!!!

xxxx