WW1

This is a great forum - I've found great comfort in writing on here. I agree that it's hard for people to understand if they haven't been through it.

The number of emotions I've been through (and continue to go through) are vast - ranging from despair to hope; anger to it's meant to be... It's difficult to chart the emotions as they seem to change almost minute by minute.

Kerry - thanks for asking how I am. Am feeling sad today as the bleeding has started and I've got the second part of medical management tomorrow (dreading it). I think the reality of it has hit me once again.

Finally gave in and took the day off work today (I've actually found it a comfort having some normality in my day so I've been to work). I need to be close to my own creature comforts today.

Roll on the next few months so we can all begin to look forward and plan for positive futures x

buffycat

re the professional.......yep, that was difficult too....
we went for a scan at the early pregnancy unit, and they confirmed that the news.....i remember OH and i clinging to one another outside the room, sobbing our hearts out.


i know all about the paranoia!

next time, i'll be asking for an early scan (8weeks) - i do understand that it is quite common that these are offered in the UK after a mc anyway. I know that when it does happen though, i will be paranoid all the way (probably the whole 40weeks).

buffycat

WW1......hang in there.......

Vickie

So sorry for your loss. I think what you are feeling is completely natural

maddiwatts19

Bless you hun!! These feelings are totally natural though, so dont feel horrible for feeling like this!
Believe me, i feel the same...somedays, i find it so hard to not flip out when i see a pregnant woman, and then other days i feel fine...its just so inexplicable!!
I hope things get easier for you hun...x

xxxx

Sambatiki

QUOTE=WW1;439161]This is a great forum - I've found great comfort in writing on here. I agree that it's hard for people to understand if they haven't been through it.

The number of emotions I've been through (and continue to go through) are vast - ranging from despair to hope; anger to it's meant to be... It's difficult to chart the emotions as they seem to change almost minute by minute.

Kerry - thanks for asking how I am. Am feeling sad today as the bleeding has started and I've got the second part of medical management tomorrow (dreading it). I think the reality of it has hit me once again.

Finally gave in and took the day off work today (I've actually found it a comfort having some normality in my day so I've been to work). I need to be close to my own creature comforts today.



Don't forget to look after yourself. I can't imagine how your feeling. I was 'lucky' as MC naturally and had no retained products. I hope that the rest of your journey through this goes without anymore hiccups and as pain free as possible. Thinking of you hunni and fingers crossed for tomorrow.



Kerry

Roll on the next few months so we can all begin to look forward and plan for positive futures x [/quote]

Sambatiki

Maddi,

Sorry for your loss.
I hope that things get easier for you too. Thanks for your kind words. When did you loose your little angel??



Kerry

golcarlilly

Hi

Absolutely no idea when to expect AF, the doc just said to expect it any day as my lining is really thick, cos I have been bleeding constantly I don't expect to know when it starts really (if that makes sense!?)

maddiwatts19

Thank you hunni!
Its ok, i understand how hard it is, and can completely sympathise...
I've lost two now...my last was 2 months ago, and my darling baby was 12 weeks. It was all a bit crazy as i was knocked off my feet coming down the stairs by the dog, and smacked my head on the cabinet, and landed really hard on my tiny bump, had bleeding on and off, went to the hospital and they said all was ok, found heartbeat, then had my 12 week scan late, and they couldnt find a heartbeat...
not a day goes by i dont miss my angels...i just want her back..
When did you loose your angel?

xx

maccy

Ah hun, understand how you feel it's natural, seems like everywhere I look there are pregnant women and babies. And whats really hard is that all the mums at the school when I pick my dd up keep asking me when I'm having another, they don't know I'm just getting over a mc but it hurts all the same. x