Well i had a horrible night last night i kept having the most awful night mares and waking up crying..... when i could fall to sleep!!!!!
I plucked up the courage to ring my midwife who i havent met yet to ask her advice over being told it was likely i will mc......
my friend advised me yesterday that they should be doing blood tests for my hgc level, but as the midwife advised me over the phone. that they will probably still go up and up until then baby is no longer in the body. i guess this is true.......
I just hate this i cant be bothered feeling where i dont want to do anything until im 110% sure that i have mc......i dont want to wake up....i dont want to see my friends.....i dont want to go to work cos i know people will ask me questions that i cant answer yet.......
Im just sitting here hoping this lil baby is a fighter just like its mum and i see it jumping about next wednesday but until then what the hell do i do???
