I too have lost 2 babies, my 1st at 10wks (2yrs ago) my latest at 18+3 (2wks ago) & I agree that having had a loss already took the excitement out of this pregnancy... I thought that once I'd made it to 12wks I'd be home & dry but unfortunately that wasn't the case

I'm desperate to be pregnant again but I also know that the moment I get my I'll be facing at least the next 20wks of being terrified that history will repeat itself - it was bad enough this time waiting for the 1st trimester to pass!! but I know now I'll need to be safely through the 2nd trimester before I can begin to enjoy being pregnant.

Even though I know i'll have to face this - the biological urge inside me is too strong for me to ignore...

I must be crazy I know, but i'm willing to do whatever I can to finally get to hold my healthy baby in my arms xx

Hi just to let you know im thinking of you hun i had a mc in march and its the worst thing ever ever been through, i never thought it would happen to me and i still think about it every day. I know when i get my i wont relax fully through out the whole pregnancy. Its heartbreaking but worth it in the end xxxx

I know what you mean I too had a MC 4 weeks ago at 11 weeks and I know just how hard it is. Have a little break and start trying again when your body has had time to come to terms with things. Try and stay positive we will all never forget what we have been through and our little babies but we will get there.

Take care