argggg...! im just having a really horrible day and i feel so so miserable! All i want to do is cry...My OHs nephew was ill today, so we went to take him to the doctors (he's 1), he's ok, just got a bug...but his parents wanted to go shopping on the way home, and they all walked off and just left me to look after the baby...he's an amazing little boy, but i could barely hold him without crying...i was a bit pissed they just left me too, but they all know what i've been through, and how i'm still feeling nearly 2 months later, and still i get left with the baby...
and now i just keep thinkng about our gorgeous darling..i want her back so badly, i just cant stop crying..
thats so sad
they shouldnt of have just left you on your own with the baby..
im so sorry for your loss...
im sure you will get pregnant again soon...!hang in there!
xx
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thanks ladies...i think its just got me down, i'm just feeling extra crap...just in one of those sad moods today...
i know that everyone was worried about bubs, and thats completely uderstandable, but surely someone could have just had a little compassion...no one really even thought about it when they came back to the car...
i just hate everything today..
x
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for you hun.
I do think they could have been a little more considerate of your feelings though. It is quite understandable for you to feel this way now and then, dont beat yourself up about it.
Like the others have said your special time will come.
God bless,
Shim,
xxx
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