Farie

so very sorry Sophie didn't make it

trish4

So So sorry for your loss am new to this site i had slightly similar exp but different i also lost my little boy at 18wks 5 days last week went into pre-term labour so i know what you mean not meaning to make this about me .am so sorry .will pray for you.

Logiebear

I'm new here too, just wanted to give you some I am sorry for your loss and am here to support you if you need me xxx

NickyT75

Hi everyone

I haven't been able to get online for almost a week now due to problems with my laptop...

You know how i was moaning about my sister being pregnant? - she miscarried on friday so i'm feeling awful about that now too! I've been really down all weekend feeling guilty as though me not being happy for her could be something to do with her losing her baby.

I know this is stupid but I've been beating myself up about it.

I'm back at work full time from today so planning on throwing myself into work to try to take my mind off things for a while, think I could be ovulating around now so planning to do plenty of BDing & with a bit of luck I could get my BFP after the 2WW... I really hope so... I really need something to look forward to right now.

Nicky xx

Mamafy

aww hun sorry to hear of your sisters loss and do not beat yourself up about it...

NikiJJones

Hi Nicky,
Don't feel guilty about your sister. You have enough to deal with without adding that stress to your mountain. Glad to hear you are sounding positive about TTC again though. Good Luck!!! Hoping for a really soon.
xxxx

NickyT75

Thanks everyone

Im officially in the 2WW now so fingers crossed this might be my month (I really hope so) xx

NickyT75

Hello everyone

Haven't been around this section for a while as I was trying to move on with my life, but I've been finding things increasingly difficult lately for some reason?

I don't know why im still feeling like this? but I've been crying at my desk on & off all day (trying to hide it from others) & I feel like everyone thinks I should be over it by now.

Don't even really know what im trying to say.... I just feel isolated & don't have anyone to talk to about how im feeling xx

Rachsi

Niki i really feel for you, time is the only thing you need. You have been so brave, i really admire you.

I just wish the best for you in the future, and hope you get what you have always wanted soon.

NikiJJones

Nicky: we are all here for you. Don't feel isolated. Having said that, I feel like that too when I'm at work especially. It hits you at work that life for everyone else is just going on, whereas if you feel like me, you feel life stopped when you MCed.
AF also seems to set you right back to the raw pain of the MC.
I hope that we can be here to offer you the support you need, and a shoulder to cry on.
Hugs, Hugs and more hugs,