Lost my baby in dec at 5 months pregnant and today would be Hope's due date. feel quite emotional and hard to explain, a bit empty. Which probably sounds bizarre as i'm 9 weeks pregnant now. I feel like since we lost Hope we've been building up to this day. We're going to Hope valley to do a walk in memory of Hope tomorrow. Will be glad when this weekend is over and we can focus on the LO. Hope will always be in my heart, but we need to move on dont we?
Anyway just wanted to talk to you guys because i know someone will understand howi feel.
I remember when I m/c'ed and I thought I'd moved on and dealt with it quite well but I still remembered on my DD and got really down. For me personally it did start to get better after that though. I hope it does for you too.
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Awww hun. I lost our baby at 5 months just over a couple of weeks ago, my due date will be such a difficult day.
Sleep well little Hope
Thank you. So sorry for your loss too. I've had lots of ups and downs since it happen and your hormones are all over the place which doesn't help. Take care.xx
sorry to hear of your loss, it must be difficult, I'm hoping I am PG again by the time i reach what would have been my due date not sure how i feel about it yet, clocked that i should have had a midwife appointment today and i thought that was a little sad, it was heartbreaking to loose a baby early on but i cant imagine the trauma of loosing one so late, god bless, hope this beanie is a sticky for you x x x