Little monkey, All I can say is Im so sorry for your loss! Im not going to try and pretend to understand...as I havent been through it...all I can do is say that Im here for you.
If you need to have a then go ahead...Im here happy to listen to you if you would like. We can be forum buddies
Make sure you stay warm and drink lots of cups of teas with plenty of sugar...(OMG I sound like my mother! That was her remedy for EVERYTHING!!! )
But please feel free to chat! I recently had a m/c and d&c at 11 1/2 weeks...And I found that this forum was very helpful!
this is my first day on this and your post was the first i read,
firstly...im so so sorry for your loss...i can not even begin to imagine to heart ache you are going through,
i had a scare my self this week when we had our 20 week scan and that in its self really worried and upset me
i really jus dont know any words which will at this time will make a difference to u, but jus that i hope u are comforted by family and friends
and that i am here to listen if u do need a chat