Thank you ladies think i have cracked up a bit the past couple of days.
Can't sleep and when i do i'm having nightmares, Just can't get everything out my head at least little man is keeping me busy otherwise i would be in bits.
it's upsetting me that people are ignoring me including the mother in law and the neighbours, think it's more they don't know what to say but ignoring me is not helping.
was at the hospital most of yesterday afternoon Sorting out everything for baby and ranting on at the midwife which has made me even more confused will find out everything in 6 weeks, bloody 6 weeks can't believe they make you wait that long.
My BP is still high so they are worried almost admitted me yesterday but managed to get myself out of that one i hate hospitals.
Need to sort out all the baby things can't bring myself to do it yet but they are all round the house and in the cuboards.
You must take care of yourself and give yourself time to grieve. There are lots of lovel ladies on here who have been through similar things and so understand what you are going through - you'll always have someone to talk to here 
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