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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:09 PM   #1
Ceexo
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I feel SO empty.


I know that i'm not the only one going through this, but for some reason, i can't feel anything else but lonliness from this. I was two months pregnant, I found out really late, and the doctors kept tellin me its in my tubes, or it isnt working out, then finally my mom demanded for a second opionion because my ultra sounds looked weird. I had no baby and no heart beat? Come to find out my child is dead, and stil inside of me, i missed my misscarriage. I'm 18 years old, and i REALLY need to find ways to get this off my chest, i cant do anything but cry, i dont even wanna lay in bed, i wanna be up and goin but for some reason, im behinde? I feel empty, very empty.


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:14 PM   #2
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a mmc is always hard honey dont push yourself just give yourself time to heal

i went through a suspected ectopic 3 weeks ago...mc last year at 13weeks 6d

pm me if you need anything even a rant but just let it all out honey

Wer all here for you

so sorry

x


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:18 PM   #3
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i really really appreicate that for some reason that made me smile ! For the first time in awhile!! I'm just scared I guess, i wanted this baby BAD BAD, and i guess im going through the guilt of not being healthy enough, but doctors said there is sure more to come, just when im older...


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:19 PM   #4
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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:21 PM   #5
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awh i am so glad i found this website!!
you girls are great!
xoxoxo


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:24 PM   #6
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feel free to always say how your feeling

everyone on here has given me so much support they will with you too

xx


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:25 PM   #7
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Im so sorry for your loss I just turned 19 and had a mmc at 14 weeks 4days its so insanely isolating, especially at this age when all your friends are off going to clubs and getting drunk and your staying in mourning your child its hard not to feel so horribly alone, but your not there are others going through the same, if you ever want to talk feel free to pm me and hope your doing ok


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:29 PM   #8
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awh thanks KA, and shocker .. your RIGHt my friends are all at the clubs, haha.. i wanna be there so bad but, for some reason they arn't gettin that just because it wasnt no 5 month pregnancy, it should'nt put anything on my shoulders, but you lovely ladies are startin to show me im goin to be fine and its normal!!

appreciate this, made me feel so much better today.


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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:32 PM   #9
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your friends probs find it hard ot understand...i know my best mate did (not with my first i was between 1st and 2nd tri so i had a tiny bump) but with last one she kept inviting me out not realising i couldnt drink

hope you find everything you need from here
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Old Nov 23rd, 2009, 18:36 PM   #10
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well see, i gained 20 pounds with my pregnancy! Because my body is still goin with it, but the baby is completely 100 % dead, so it makes me feel even worst when i lose my belly and actaully get a kick in the face it isnt there.!

thank you for everything~
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