dont know whats wrong with me but ive been crying again today
it hasnt helped i dont think as ive been looking at peoples tributes etc anyways,i wrote a poem,its shit but it describes how im feeling.
Do you know what its like to feel a loss,
To lose something you never goto hold.
To have all your dreams and wishes dissapear in one moment.
Do you know what its like to cry,
Empty tears as you've cried endless,
Not knowing wether to start planning or giving it all a miss.
I felt that loss,
And i never goto hold
The moment i lost you my life broke down.
I should be grateful.
Ive got other children.
But to want something so bad and have it taken from me.
I thought i was over it all,
But looking at things and reading information.
My tears slowly come again.
And I start thinking.
You see,
I dont want pity I dont want tiptoes around me.
I want my baby to be acknowledged
as that baby is part of me
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