KA92

Hi

So its been 2 weeks since we lost our bean...and almost a year (itl be ayear on Friday) since i lost jamie and i cant take it anymore. I'm walking around with a smile plastered on my face, going to uni, seeing my friends and OH and working and inside its like im dying i just cry all the time ...and im having problems with my OH as im convinced hes cheating and lying and i need him cos i dont think i can face Friday without him...

Sorry for a pointless thread and its depressing

im just so lost and empty atm

Drazic<3

Oh darling,
It's almost 2 weeks since I lost Edan and I honestly don't think it has got any easier. It turns your whole life apart, and steals the future you had been promised. Nothing about it is easy sweetheart and whilst it is the old cliché it only takes time. If things are difficult with your OH cast him aside for now, I have had to do the same with mine and hopefully they will see how much we are hurting and be back with support. (I don't nes. mean dump him, just don't let him have the power to hurt you, block him out - you can only deal with one thing at once) and concentrate on you. Be patient with yourself. It is going to take a while sweetheart.

PM me if you need a friend.

lauraperrysan

for you
sorry for your losses and worry hope u and oh can sort things out
xxxxxxxxx

shocker

Im sorry your having a tough time but dont be so hard on yourself its only been two weeks and you've been through so much and with jamies anniversary coming up you've had such a dificult time.If you ever want to talk feel free to pm me