nutty

Well as some of you know I had a partial molar pregnancy in December. I had my first doctors appointment on Tuesday. Basically I now have to sit and wait. I'm having blood and urine tests every two weeks and as long as the hormone level drops and remain low I should be able to start trying again at the end of June. And the doc said the chances of having another molar pregnacy will be the same as anyone who hasn't had one so thats good. Unfortuntely though whenever I fall pregnant again when the pregnancy ends I have to be tested again for 6 months, this is fine if I carry full term but if I miscarry I have to wait 6 months before I can try again which is . I've been trying to think positively and have been trying not to think about possible treatment if the level don't drop. But what I am finding really hard is the thought of having another miscarriage and then having to wait again. On the loss side of things I'm having good and bad days the fustration of not being able to try again now is not helping!
Maybe I should write a diary or something to get things out of my system cos I have a feeling I might be bottling things up and they will just explode at some point.
Anywho sorry for going x

jonnanne3

I am so sorry hear about your loss. I wanted to let you know we are here for you!

nutty

Had a funny five minutes earlier today, I heard a couple of ladies talking and one of them had a lovely little bump but as soon as I heard her say she's due in June I started crying, I've been fine with seeing babies and pregnant people but because she is due when I should have I just couldn't handle it

Vickie

So sorry to hear of your loss. Keeping a journal sounds like an excellent idea, will help you to write your feelings down.