aww thanks everyone shucks im like a big cry baby, im so happy everything is okay.
never thought anything could be so harrowing.
note to oneself and everyone else never ever google anything it made me worse.
Oh lord google is terrible. I remember googling when I had a bit of spotting, and some websites were pretty much telling me it was a sure sign of death and cancer.
well its started again... almost a week on, im shitting myself again. i didnt know where to post this i dont know much at the minute.
i went to bed early tonight and ive not long woke up to a bleed its not as much as what i woke up with on sat morning but at the same time its not a little amount like ive had through the week. ive spoke to the womens hospital emergency dept and they've told me to monitor it and if it contains clots darkens or i get cramp like pains to come straight in also if it persists throughout the night. im back in limbo again.
add to this i had a row with my OH before and now he is apparently out with his friends and i cant get hold of him, my brothers are both out and my dad is in spain until tuesday i feel so alone. i have called OH's mum shes now on standby to meet me at the hospital if need be she wants me to come round but i cant i want to stay curled up in my duvet.
im so scared again, i want my dad OH or someone to be here to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. but neither are here so im on here, the support i got last week was amazing.
I had bleeding about a week after my blood sack had burst. It was the rest of the sack coming out. I wouldn't be too worried. It's probably the same reason as the last bleeding.
they didnt give me a reason sarah, they didnt know.
i hate this feeling i dont know if its okay or not its killing me. i cant go through the rest of my pregnancy (if it sticks) like this. ive prepared for the worst twice now.
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