So you all know me ive been posting for weeks on here now!!

Went to drs today to ask for sick note until next thursday so i can go back to work......... God i need normality.

Any how so dr said not sure i will be fit enough for work next thursday. and based on my symptons wants to send me back to gyny ward dept later today to be checked over and re scaned!???????

I am still getting pains and spotting 6 days post erpc 8 weeks post medical managed!!!

But i was hoping to get a vote of confidence from the drs

Its like i spent weeks crying saying whats wrong with me and being told hmm constipation e.tc to then find retained products....

And now they tell me off for driving to the drs?????? What the heck do they think is wrong with me???

I do hope Friday the 13th turns out to be the lucky day the day of the final scan that says everythings fine go home and rest youl be fit again in no time!!!!!

Wish me luck---- i dont know that i can deal with any more shocks!

Work also said that to come back part time for a couple of days to ease in has to be signed of by hr ive just been on phone to ocupational health too.

All i want is to go back to work and be normal again and i feel like everything that can go wrong to prevent me going back is going wrong!

TIRED TIRED TIRED

Sorry to whinge again just helps think my poor friends and family are as demented as me!

How i still sit here smiling i have no idea?

I want them to say everything is o.k and i want them to be write this time!

That must be so frustrating for you, i know the craving for normality to return. I really hope the scan is the final piece of the puzzle for you. When do you go is it later today?

Yeah my GP said she would call me later this afternoon with a time to go down and be seen. Said she didnt want me driving or going alone wanted to wait till my partner was home to go with me e.t.c ?

I dunno any more i am staying positive as always and hoping they tell me to go away theres nothing wrong! I just have this awful feeling still alougth i guess it could just be paranoya after all thats gone on latley.

Just have to sit tight again and hope for the best. You would think i would be used to this waiting and antsipation by now.

Oh sweetheart, you just don't get a bloody break with this do you? Good luck at the scan, fingers crossed it is all clear for you hun. Keep us updated

it gets better my drs just rang to say they have faxed info to accident and emergancy and they are expecting me? For what exactly all i wanted was a follow up scan to check everything was gone this time round????

Oh well i await OH to get home and should be out of my supense in an hour or 2!

Hope this time i get laughed at for being their when i dont need to be i really would enjoy the humliation just for the sense of relief!

I am sure i will be back later tonight posting the outcome A GOOD ONE!!!!

Hoping all goes well; I think they really just want to get everything sorted as problems are not resolved after so many weeks...they're realising they better pull their finger out and get this resolved once and for all....hope A&E session goes well....

Soph x

Oh Bevan - well, at least GP is being extra cautious and the fact that you are getting checked out again can only be a good thing, even though it must be scary as you don't know what you are being checked out for. I really hope this comes to a quick end and you can move on.

I really hope this is your final visit hun, keeping my fingers xsd for you. I will look in for an update, but I do think its good your GP is being cautious for you x x

Hi all

O.k Gp reffered me. i turned upat a & e as requested i was asked to change into a gown and re tagged with I.D scary though OMG they are going to re admit me why?????

So any how they did an ECG like i needed the indignity of having my top half on show (lucky for me i m flat chested!)

Any how ECG normal, so gyny doc came proded my stomach and said hmmmmmmmm well all seems o.k??>??????

Said not to worry tested urine neg preg test like i knew that 2 weeks ago durrrrr!!!

Any how she said be kind to yourself give your self time you have been through alot go get busy and try n get back on with life im like yeah i wana just my gp told me off for driving earlier????????

So any how i decided screw it thery say im o.k and didnt feel need to scan me there aND THEN THEY SAID IF THEY SCANNED ME that it would be less than 19mm thick on my uterus which is what it was earlier so they would normally say go away and be natural after that point so would it nor upset me to know if there was still stuff left???

I said and OH agreed like just put her me out of misery and say there are either A still bits there which is why u are in pain or B there is nothing left its all clear go get on with life!!!

So they agreed to scan me as i promised not to be upset either way i just wana know if any future pains are pain due to loss or pain due to another problem unrelated?????


So any how long story short i have a scan 23rd nov to say retained products yes or no? just for peace of mind but they wont intervene either way which is ok with me!!! Just be nice to know whats going on e.t.c

Plus i have a scan on 2nd dec for entire pelvic and abdomen i.e other pains.. due mainly i feel to constipation related to I.B.S but would be nice to rule out anything major!

And unless i colapse or relapse so to speak iwill be back at work on Thursday to kick ass i.e they harrassed me and treat me like crap during some of this and now im o.k im gonna shout and tell them it wasnt on and you really should nt kick a dog when its down.

P/s ON LEAVING HOSP I told my devoted OH we needed a night out and we went out and had a few drinks hell they said i was healthy!!!!!!

I dunno hole thing confusing like which dr do i believe or trust!!! i can live my life in fear or just get on with it i choose to get on with it and make the best of it. If i take ill itake ill ive told them where it hurst and if anything major goes wrong i hold them accountble! i.e i dont know what else i can say

Ramble over girls ....... hoping i have dealt with this emotionally i dont know that i can deal with anymore upset!

to you all thanks for reading and putting up wit me i am here for any of you should you need me hell knows i ve been through it all so dont worry PM if you feel the need! i wont be alarmed or offended by anything.!!!

So glad to hear you've finally gotten some closure and fingers crossed for the scan.Glad to hear you and your oh went out and had a bit of fun!! When it comes to work, i'd make a complaint! They had no right to cause you more stress during this and they should be ashamed of themselves.Hope your doing well hun and hope work isnt too icky