(also posted in teen pregnancy-where im coming from)
hi everyone, i havnt been on the website in the last week because its still hard for me to accept what has happened.

On Sept 28th, after 4 months of TTC and 4 BFP, i was finally pregnant. i was so shocked and happy, thee happiest i have ever been!

a week later i started bleeding and found out i had lost my lil baby.

i was only 5 weeks gone, but so very attatched and in love with that baby.

I had just told all my friends and family a few days earlier and my family bought a plane ticket out to see me and go with me to my first scan. They even went shopping and shipped mt three boxes of baby stuff..

Breaking the news to them was just as hard as the news itself. This baby was the first grandbaby and neice/nephew in my family.

Nobody knew we were trying(im only 18) but everyone was so happy and supportive, know one said we were too young or asked if we were going to keep the baby so that was nice.

I swear everything was going perfect, and than all of a sudden it was over.

im still really sad and cry everyday, but im getting better and we will try again when we can.

i could use some support i dont think anyone knows how much i wanted this (they all think it was unplanned and a suprise)

The same happened to me (miscarried at 5wks, first grandchild, told everyone). It's hard, but you will have another BFP when the time is right. I always think of it that my little girl wasn't ready just yet and she made us wait another 3 months! We waited a little longer before telling everyone the second time and I was really paranoid the whole pregnancy, but it all went fine. Good luck with your TTC in the future.

Sweetie, I am so sorry for your loss You came to the right place for support. I think it is wonderful that your family supported you when you got pregnant. I had my first son at 18 and didn't get any support at all. It sounds like they will be just as wonderful in being there for you during this hard time. It always helps to be able to be open and talk about your pain. Feel free to PM me if you need a sounding board or just need to chat a little. I hope that you don't have to wait to long for your next little one.