It will be one week tomorrow since I lost my little baby angel. I'm mostly ok but every now and then I just break down. It's when I talk about it face to face. It hurts so much.

How are you other baby angel mommy's coping?

TBH it's a tough couple of months for us.

Our first angel would've just had their 2nd birthday if I hadn't lost, and my second angle would be due next month. Wish I could sleep and wake up in april after my niece has had her baby.

I have good days and bad days, the why me days what did I do that was so bad and why am I being punished days, and the good days are when I am busy and I don't think about it at all, thats awlful i know but sometimes its the only way to get through!!

I also wish that that I could curb my jeasouly when a friend or realative tells me they are expecting, but I can't and I immediately hate them and don't want to be around them!!! please someone tell me that is normal and that Im not a freak!!!

Well today was 1 week since my little angel grew her wings - I was ok for the most but then I found one of the tests I'd done which my cat must have knocked off the side and flung under the sofa and when I saw the positive line (although somewhat faded now) I just broke down.

I've written a bit about it in my blog at http://angel-alicia.blogspot.com/ which I'm using to release my feelings and stuff.

The day I found out I was pregnant I also found out that my sister in law was expecting her second - that has been biting me a little.

As you know hun, it has been just over the week since I miscarried. I am feeling a lot better, and am beginning to think about trying again. I know what you mean about other people around you being pregnant, but I just feel as pleased as I can for them, as I know my time will come soon.I think you are coping really well. I know it is hard. But each day that passes you will feel that little bit better.
Shimmy.
x

Today's a good day thankfully - but as predicted it was a bad day yesterday being one week and all.

I will admit I'm looking forward to being physical with my husband again however we aren't ready to specifically try for a baby any time soon - it will be most certainly in the new year. My doctor has told me to try in 2 months.

I think it's going to be a case of good days and bad days - hence why I have my blog - I'm hoping to vent a little.

Glad to see you're feeling a bit better Shimmy! It's really nice to be able to see people climbing the hurdles, helping them and them helping you!

I'm so glad you're feeling better today hun

It has been just over a month since i lost my angel. I still am having my ups and downs, some days i just don't want to do anything, I just feel so sad.
I have good days but mainly when i keep myself busy.
Some days I feel i can no longer cope with it all, Why me what have i done.
Me and my b/f have decided to try again, but at the moment we are not really trying, I keep thinking i don't want it to happen again.
Luv Cheryl xxx

I totally understand how you feel in regards to trying again - I have the same fear although my doctor says it's important to leave it two cycles for me. I'm terrified to go through it again as it's the worst thing I've ever had to go through!

- just wanted to offer some hugs