Its been nearly 2 weeks since I lost my baby still feels like i'm in a bad dream that I want to end.

My friend was due 3 days after me and it hurts so much seeing her! I am so eager to try again however dont want to have another miscarriage straight away! So confused! My sister in due in 4 weeks as well!

hugs to everyone xxx

I feel your pain on this one. My sister-in-law is pregnant too! It's been nearly 2 weeks for me and I seem to have delved myself into a fantasy game on the PS2 - sad isn't it?! but the truth of it is it places my mind no where near the places that I end up thinking about losing Alicia.

I seem to have gone from upset to angry to choosing a name in order to help as well as my husband choosing a ring (with an August stone in "Peridot" which is when Alicia was due) - which was my way of keeping something physical close to me! But now I'm just avoiding everything.

I find that I still get extremely upset if something goes wrong in anything. For example, my husband bought me my Christmas card yesterday and I was so upset because I had literally forgotten to get him one - it hadn't even entered my brain!

Talk ... cry - don't bottle it up you have every right to release your emotions. I personally think it helps

Big hugs to everyone who had angels This is a hard time of year x

I release it to my DH I just don't want to talk about it to my mom because she gets upset and I can't stand her to get upset.

I hope yoru DH is a good support for you - some men aren't and don't know how to handle it when your heart broken for long periods (my OH didn't and seemed so hard faced on the outside). Your Mum just sounds like a Mum her daughters heartache causes her sadness but sometimes you have to hold back your own emotions to the person hurting just not so easy I'd imagine

I am so sorry to hear this!! My angel, Bethany passed away on Mother's Day this year. I was due with her on 11/21. I still have such a hard time. I find myself breaking down here and there, and the tears will flow out of no where. Everyone tells me in time, the hurt will get easier. For this year, I'm sad and Thanksgiving and Christmas won't be the same for me.

I guess Mother's Day is a memorial day for you when you should be celebrating in the sense of your little one wishing you happy mother's day. Alicia grew her wings the day before my Dad's birthday and just a few days after my sister's birthday - December has 6 family birthdays and 1 anniversary and now it has another date which I can't forget.

It'll be two weeks tomorrow and my husband is more effected at the moment - he's been so solid for me but this last two days - especially today it has just been awful for him - I can see him holding back the tears. Particularly when his best mates OH congratulated us on the baby - it hit him like a ton of bricks. I wish he'd just let it out because I think it will make him feel better in the long run.

I have found writing in my blog a huge help (link in my signature on the pages that allow my signature) - my best mate got all upset because she didn't realise how hard it is.