Apr 20th, 2009, 19:34 PM
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| Mum (Mom) BnB Addict  Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: folkestone,kent Posts: 7,716 | Miss my little angel Bodhi....... Ive been doing so well since we lost Bodhi on the 13 March 09. But ive just hit a massive pit of despair tonight and cant get out. Hubby and two boys are asleep,and all i can think about is my darling Bodhis little face when he was born sleeping at 36.4 weeks,nearly fullterm.  He never got to see the love in my eyes,or got to feel my hugs and kissess and the overwhelming love i have for him. I will never get to see his first smile,first word or first tooth. I will never wave him off to school and comfort him when his sad. I will never get to kiss him goodnight.I had to say hello and goodbye all at once to my little angel and he never got to my face.Mummy missess you my little darling..... |
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Apr 20th, 2009, 19:37 PM
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| Mum (Mom) BnB Addict  Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: British columbia, Canada Posts: 3,806 | |
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Apr 20th, 2009, 19:40 PM
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| Mum (Mom) Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Sunderland, UK | I know how it feels babe Its not fair at all...We should be doing all the things mums are meant to be doing If you want to talk you can PM me  Donna xxx Sophie's Website Mummy Misses You So Much Sophie31.01.08 Fell Pregnant With Sophie After Not Having AF for TWO Years..She's My Perfect Miracle! Diagnosed With PCOS Dec 08. Just Started Metformin-Hoping For Regular AF's |
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Apr 20th, 2009, 19:40 PM
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| Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member  Join Date: Apr 2009 Location: North Carolina Posts: 135 | Uh, my heart is breaking for you. There are just no words.  |
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Apr 21st, 2009, 02:40 AM
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| Mum (Mom) BnB Addict  Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: South Africa- Krugersdorp Posts: 3,807 | Im sorry you are feeling this way... It is still very raw.. I know... It does take alot of highs and alot of lows.... If you ever need to chat just pm me... Just remember your baby knows how you feel... he knows that you loved him dear... and he is in your heart forever.... |
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Apr 21st, 2009, 03:24 AM
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| Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member  Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Bristol Posts: 639 | I know how you feel my first baby Emily was born sleeping but I really believe all our babies knew how much we loved them, they felt it and heard our voices. I also believe the babies that are only around for a small time are given to people who will love them from the moment they are here + we get the line on the test. I loved Emily from that moment, she was a part of my life and will always be like your gorgeous son Bodhi. I really feel for you, I remember those days, it's VERY early days for you, be kind to yourself. Pouring out your feelings and acknowledging your despair + pain will help you to heal. I cried everywhere, tescos, sainsburys, told so many random strangers that my beatutifull girl was in heaven. It was easier for me to do that as I didn't have any other children (I wished I had) but please be kind to yourself sweetie and let yourself cry for your baby boy. He will always be with you, just not in the way you long for. I'm thinking of you, it will get better I promise but it will take time Sending you xxxxxxxx |
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Apr 21st, 2009, 04:22 AM
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| Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Scotland Posts: 2,444 | |
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Apr 21st, 2009, 04:39 AM
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| Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member  Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: South Yorkshire Posts: 1,241 | |
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Apr 21st, 2009, 13:01 PM
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| Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member  Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Warwickshire Posts: 2,067 | Im so sorry hun life is unbelievably cruel sometimes, little Bodhi will be watching over you forever xxxxx |
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Apr 22nd, 2009, 12:19 PM
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| Mum (Mom) BnB Addict  Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Cheshire, UK Posts: 4,817 | |
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