I've seen Beau!

Snowball · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:13 PM

It's been 1 year and 4 days since our little boy was born sleeping. In that time I have never seen him. We decided we didn't want to see him in the hospital so he was taken away as soon as he was born. We were given a envelope of photo's the hospital took to keep and have had that in my bedside table ever since.

Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures.

In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx

AppleBlossom · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:14 PM

hun, I'm glad you felt it was time to look at them. It's so sad but now you know what he looked like you can have him in your memory properly

x

maddiwatts19 · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:15 PM

i'm so proud you managed to find the strength to look at your gorgeous baby boy

you are such a strong woman.. thinking of you all at this time, and i know he's looking down on you, watching over you and protecting you all

xx

moomin_troll · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:16 PM

so sorry to hear ur loss, im actually crying reading this. ur really brave looking at his pictures im not sure who id react if i had gone thru this.

good luck ttc

x

**polo_princess** · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:17 PM

princess_bump · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:18 PM

oh sweetie you're an amazing women, so so strong, so glad you have finally seen them, thinking of you so

x x

helen1234 · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:18 PM

your very brave hun and you have dealt with this in your own way in your own time too

.

Nikkinoonoo · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:21 PM

Alexas Mommy · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:24 PM

**Vickie** · Apr 13th, 2009, 18:31 PM

Apr 13th, 2009, 18:13 PM	#1
Snowball Mum (Mom) BnB Elite Join Date: Nov 2007 Posts: 10,214	I've seen Beau! It's been 1 year and 4 days since our little boy was born sleeping. In that time I have never seen him. We decided we didn't want to see him in the hospital so he was taken away as soon as he was born. We were given a envelope of photo's the hospital took to keep and have had that in my bedside table ever since. Today the urge got too much and I ripped the envelope open. I peeked in for a start and then I looked. He is beautiful, he has chunky little arms and legs. He just looks asleep in the pictures. In a way I'm glad I waited. I have dealt with accepting his death so much easier without them but they are my closure. I now know he's not coming back but I want to spend the rest of my life keeping his memory alive. He'll forever be my little man xxx

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AppleBlossom Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Liverpool, UK Posts: 25,860	hun, I'm glad you felt it was time to look at them. It's so sad but now you know what he looked like you can have him in your memory properly x

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maddiwatts19 Mum (Mom) Inactive Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 4,835	i'm so proud you managed to find the strength to look at your gorgeous baby boy you are such a strong woman.. thinking of you all at this time, and i know he's looking down on you, watching over you and protecting you all xx

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moomin_troll Mum (Mom) BnB Elite Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: staffordshire Posts: 14,583	so sorry to hear ur loss, im actually crying reading this. ur really brave looking at his pictures im not sure who id react if i had gone thru this. good luck ttc x

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princess_bump Mum (Mom) BnB Spammer Elite Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: England Posts: 31,453	oh sweetie you're an amazing women, so so strong, so glad you have finally seen them, thinking of you so x x

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helen1234 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: Dudley Posts: 7,833	your very brave hun and you have dealt with this in your own way in your own time too .

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