wishing4ababy

I don't know what to say to you hun. i am here always if you need me to listen....you are so strong and determined i hate to see you so down and sad. Sending and to you hun. I am sure the Lord is working on giving you a very special christmas present at the moment.
xxx

NikiJJones

Can't find the words to say how sorry I am.
Sending you huge Jacky.
Here anytime you need a shoulder to cry on.

Chris77

Oh Jacky I'm so sorry you're in pain right now, both physically and emotionally.

Sambatiki

Jacky after reading your post in TTC I just wanted to come and give you a HUGE squeeze Im sorry youre going through all this. I hope that god will soon grant you your wish and give you the baby that you want so much and greatly deserve.

Mervs Mum

Oh Jacky I hate to hear you down like this Try to keep the faith. You dont know for sure how your cycle will be just yet so lets try to keep positive until we know otherwise.

Sending you all my love and

x

miel

Jacky don't worry hon i am here ...i know it's hard ...but we have to keep going and hoping darling ...
i just got AF so knows that i am here again the ttc section for a other month so i can be with you ...you see we are probably suppose to have our bfp together.

jacky24

It is not going well... I have started all over again with my very painfull tummy pains, and ovaries feeling like their at explosion point....

I have made an appointment for the 17th of December to see the gyni, as my boss will not give me time off for a LAP..... i was originally scheduled to have went in June but my boss refused and said consider yourself fired as i would have been off for 7days.....

I am constantly now on very strong pain killers and still no sign of O....

I Love you girls lots and lots.....

celine

*hugs* and lots of prayer your way

lola

I'm so sorry for all that you are going through Jacky, please put your health first which I know is difficult if your boss is being so ignorant of the problem. I wish I could say something that would help, but I am thinking of you

jacky24

Morning girls.....
Hope all are well, and getting closer to that ....

The pains are alot, but i can deal with them for now, i have spoken to many people and doctors yesterday, and i think for sure i have some things that are causing the pains, i am not placing my thoughts on cysts or endo but it is for sure a huge maby.....

And worst of all the progesterone could have made it worse as it stimulates cysts and endo, but i am thinking ahead, and going to try and focus on losing a few more pounds, as i know my gyni will tell me im fat, and i need to lose some weight so i have 7weeks to lose about 30 pounds.... so 4-5 pounds a week, not that much if you think about it....

I have been reading thru everyones journals but trying not te be on BNB to much... spirits are up, but i am sad about this whole situation...