magicvw

Jacky, you are still grieving, and of course you are - it's only natural! I have not been through what you have gone through, but I have been touched by a similar story in my own life. My SIL (who is ace, not a witch like most SIL's on BnB seem to be lol!), had a full term live birth but the baby was brain-damaged due to doctor's being shit, and the lad had his life support cut off after 3 days. I did see him in his incubator and he looked the picture of health - a big baby . He'd had his oxygen cut off because the labour took too long but they didn't perform the C-section quick enough. I haven't seen details of your story, but I understand there might be some similarities. This was in 2004, and I still feel cut up about it every day... I can't imagine how you must feel. My heart really goes out to you and I so so wish I could do something, anything, to make you feel better.

My SIL has had 2 babies since, and I just know you are going to have the adorable family you so deserve. You must not give up hope, ever. Take some time away from here, away from us obsessors! and get some fresh air. You WILL have another babe and you are going to be the best mum ever!

jacky24

Thanks girls, another morning.

I am just tired today, but me and OH had a talk and we are just going to take it as it comes from now on, as i am hurting a bit at the moment and it is hard having a small baby in the house sometimes.

I am feeling a bit beter today, helps when OH tells me how beautiful i look in the mornings. And all i sometimes just need is to be my mans arms, i told him last night i totally missed him too much yesterday....

Wich this AF spotting will just go away now, no wonder im so depressed she tore me to pieces this month, but no more pains today.

Thanks girls i will be around and checking up on everyone, but trying to stay away from mc/loss for a while, i have my own demons to battle with every day.

yaya

celine

Love the sleeping in the lords hands ticker...

*hugs* Jacks
Having a great guy like urs already makes it alot easier to be where you are, hope you feeling a bit better soon cycle buddy of mine

jacky24

Thanks hun, feeling alot beter, OH is trully a blessing from above, i don't know what i would ever do without him in my life. And i know he will make the most amazing dad ever...

Hey September 's for us then....

I should start bding either tonight or tomorrow, getting everything up and running for O again.

OMG i O

bird24

Hey jacky

Hope your feeling better xxx



Def need a september BFP!!! so lets make sure we get one

i have my fingers crossed for us

xxxxx

wishing4ababy

got everything crossed for you hun. You oh sounds like an angel hun. You are very lucky - as he is too!

jacky24

Thanks wishing, i am feeling alot beter today, much happier now that has finally gone, now i can use and abuse OH tonight... Jiiippeeeee

Here is to a new month of TTC, Charting, Oing, Bding, Bitching, Moaning, and TWW

Chris77

I'm glad you're feeling a little better. Best of luck to you for September! I'll keep my fingers crossed for a for ya!

superp123

Just popping in to see how you're today. Glad to read you're feeling better. Anyway, just thinking of you this morning.
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