jacky24

Well another year has come and gone, and it is only the first year but hey with very puffy eyes and tons of touch up make-up i will make it thru the day.

I am so emotional today as i don't know wheter the will show up tomorrow or maby a on friday but day by day i will take it.
Im just worried as my DH is not handling it well at all, he was up all night and when we prayed this morning he started crying, i just had to get out of the house as the walls are pushing me down so im at work

I asked boss if i can go home as im worried about DH but he said have a cup of tea and you will feel beter, and i will keep you as busy possible to make the day fly by. So work, work,work today.

My will come and i will celebrate many more Birthdays with my children to come.

jolyn

I hope we can give u a bit of strength to get through today hun
I agree - u will be celebrating lots more birthdays soon, hoping u get ur bfp on fri

jacky24

Thanks Jolyn, i just told my friend this morning, me and DH will keep our heads held high today, knowing our son is happy with our Father up above.

And many more birthdays to come, it will just make the havning of more children so much more special in our lives.

jacky24

O.k so im officially one day late
Went to the loo this morning and had this bubble like feeling down there and when i wiped it was this thick creamy white CM, my boobs are hurting, but no cramping no funny discarge.

No i will not get exited on one day late i will get exited when i make saturday with no .

My tummy isn't bloated as the day i get AF, and im actually in a very good mood, im happy and taking the 12 June as a new year for myself and DH.

I have been arranging for me and DH December vacation, it is gonna be in the bush "HONEYMOON SUITE" i mean we will be married 2years in December but why not. I said to DH by then i hope i will have a bump or we will have to make use of our week in the middle of nowere and make a bump

wishing4ababy

hey you. So sorry i didnt message you yesterday but i hope you made it through the day.
I really hope you get your BFP soon chick - got everything crossed for you.

bird24

Thank you so much hunny!!!! for all your kind words, you really made me feel better

Hope you are ok and getting a BFP!!!

xxxxx

xxxx

jacky24

I am so sad today, i got up checked and no spotting nothing, no cramping so i decided what the hell and tested, i left the test on the side of the bath and got into the shower, and as mervy's law has it i have this gush of clean blood running down my leg but in alot, followed by this very painful cramp in my tummy.

So don't know what happened this month, but now it has officially been 1year of TTC.

I am going to find out about a homeopath she has helped many ladies in my church to conceive so might give her a try, as all my doctor want's to do is opperate.

jolyn

So sorry hun I'm gutted it wasn't ur month

genkigemini

I am so sorry, Honey! I really really really wanted this to be your month! Love ya, Honey and I am sure we'll both be preggers before we know it!

jolyn

Hey hun, how r u, aven't seen u around 4 a few days, hope u ok