jacky24

CD21 today, im so worn out, and tired today. My boobs are hurting, my nipples are bigger.
I have a tummy discomfort and My F*&^%* SIL is having her baby on the 17th of june now.

Please don't get me wrong i am exited about the new baby, but i did ask if they can push it to july as she will be 38weeks the 1st of july, but no she want's the baby out now, she can't move and is uncomfortable

Maby i should just get over it now, and except CJ is gone, he isn't coming back and my SIL is having a baby.

And i feel so strange not going for my CD21 blood test today.
Now it is catch 22 am i having imaginary symptoms or am i praying so hard my body thinks i might be pregnant.

jolyn

Hang on in there hun - I keep thinking that my body is playing tricks on me - unfortunately only time can give us the answers.

Hope everything goes ok for ur SIL - I know how hard it is watching close family have loads of kids - in the time we ttc ds 3 of my SIL had babies - one even had 2 by the time I was PG! It is hard, but I love all my nieces and nephews so much plus I got to spoil them loads b4 our own eventually came along.

Funny u shud say about ur nipples - mine seem massive this morning!

jacky24

Thanks jolyn.

It is hard, as my SIL conceived exactly the same time last year as i conceived 2years ago.

And my son was only gone for about 3months when she announced her , and me and DH were TTC at that time aswell, so it felt like the world was swallowing me whole.

Mmmmm my boobies are very funny, and my belly is also a bit swollen, and soz, but when i was pregnant before my bowl use to work very well before i got my , and again my bowl is working very well.

Might just be a bug pulling pranks on me

Im quickly heading to the dentist as my filling just popped out and it is now hurting.

jacky24

Scary as me and DH havn't had sex now in 3days
Im just feeling so down, that as when i get into bed i just want to sleep, i deep down know im not pregnant this month, i am not gonna place my hopes up at all as i don't want to be dissapointed when AF shows up, and why waste money on a POAS.

Otherwise i might just rape DH tonight i might just feel beter, and just count down the days to my sad existance.

jolyn

Aw hun, chin up - it's not over yet

jacky24

Thanks jolyn, well just went to the loo and soz TMI i am swimming in creamy CM, it is alot and I cant remeber the last time i had so much CM.

I am still not thinking pregnancy, but if i can just get my body back on track even beter.

Might maby cave and test on sunday/monday will see how i feel over the weekend, as if i did O CD15 i will be 10DPO on sunday.

Chellebelle

Hiya hun.

Hang in there. Don't test too early to avoid unnecessary disappointment - in a way it is good not to get your hopes up too much because then when you do get a bfp it will be a wonderful surprise. But don't get down too much, you will get there hun... keep strong. xxx

genkigemini

Well, I am a bad influence, Honey but I wish you all the luck in the world this month and you MUST tell me when you test. Things are sounding really hopeful for you this month!

jacky24

And im very worried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have firstly been weeing myself to death, than went out last night and got so ill after having a filter coffee, Bded last night wich felt very weird as my tummy was uncomfortable*sensitive*. And this morning i went to the loo and it looks like i kinda have light blood in my urine!!!!!!!!!!!! But my ovaries are hurting a bit, but also a uncomfortable feeling

I have tons of creamy white thick cm, and i have pimples.

O crap the is coming, she is due only on thursday thou???? So what on earth is happening to me???????

TrixieLox

Hmmm, you pregnant lady? Sounds suss to me, very much like PG symptoms! Good luck. x