yaya

Am thinking of you today hun. Let us know as soon as you hear some news about the results.

btw, where in SA are you?? I'm in Cape Town.

Yaya xxx

jacky24

Thanks yaya.

I live in Krugersdorp Gauteng SA.
I live on a farm as well, with many animals.
And it has been freezing here this morning was 5degrees

yaya

It's not much better here Jacky: p*ssing with rain and gale-force winds - our first winter storm. Yeeehaw!

Yaya xx

jolyn

Any news? xx

jacky24

Nope no news yet, everyone been phoning me wanting to find out

I have phoned the gyni's office 5 times already, i think the receptionist thinks im crazy

Will let you all know as soon as possible

jolyn

Good luck hun x

jacky24

My worst nightmare came true

I did not ovulate on the higher dosage of clomid
I am seing my gyni on Thursday afternoon as i will be going for the surgery next, Ovarian Drilling and im scared shitless.

Thanks for all the thoughts and well wishes. I will not be on BNB for a while now as I am totally broken and i have just no strenght left to even think about TTC.

carmen

Jacky24

Just wanted to send you loads of

But don t give up darl, i know your strength is low but try every option and you will get there in the end.

yaya

Oh, I'm so very sorry Jacky!

Sending you masses of and thinking of you.

Remember that we're all here for you when you need us.



Take care hun
Yaya xxx

jacky24

So last night after alot of tears and alot of chocolates, and being just like a little baby, I have decided to just place it all in GOD's hands and let him decide when i will be ready to have my angel

I said to DH last night, i pray, i go to church every night, i believe and trust in GOD. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO US!!!!!!!!!!!
But we can't question GOD.

I believe that this prosedure will be my answer to a , i trust that my GYNI knows what he is doing, and that it is my best interest to DO IT.

FIL was crying with me last night, as he said my child i can see every single day what you are going thru, you walk with a smile on your face and laugh and go on, but your eyes are so sad, crying for the pain to go away.

I don't want to be sad anymore, i don't want to be angry anymore, i don't want to hurt anymore.

GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO EXCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE.