LTTTC & AC Journals

genkigemini · Mar 14th, 2008, 14:07 PM

So, work is crap. My area supervisor called me a jerk to my face FOR NO FREAKING REASON!!!! He literally went, "Well, you are a jerk." with this dead pan expression. WTF-ever! Anyway, I have spent the last couple of days submitting resumes so lets hope that works. I have decided that McDonalds paying for my fertility stuff may not be worth it. If I am working 24-7 and unable to BD because we work opposite schedules, then never-freaking-mind.

I need to force myself not to feel bitter when people tell me they are pregnant but this week it has been hard as 2 people have told me. People at work joke with me to tell my husband to stop shooting blanks but I reply with, "he doesn't. We've already been tested for that." Then they feel all stupid because they realize they've said something stupid and hurtful by making me tell them that I am the problem and they feel all bad.

This is really hard sometimes. (TTC, that is.)

Still NOTHING going on with me. No AF, no symptoms of anything, nothing...

Phexia · Mar 14th, 2008, 15:55 PM

What?! Just say the word and I´ll come throw eggs at this supervisor!!! I think you're so nice and I'm really sad that you have to go through all this nonsense

genkigemini · Mar 17th, 2008, 23:06 PM

Well, I have nothing to report so this must be the most boring and pointless TTC journal ever written. <--- Pity Party.

At work, I just worked and 16 hour and 33 minute day followed but a 13 hour and 58 minute day. I am so tired and I never want to smell McDonalds ever ever ever again! Grrrrrrrrrrr

TrixieLox · Mar 17th, 2008, 23:30 PM

Ah man, so sorry to hear about your shifts, the OH works crazy shifts too. Good idea re: resumes, hope you get a new spanking job! x

SwissMiss · Mar 18th, 2008, 18:26 PM

Heya doll!
Just wanted to post a quick (but heartfelt!) THANK YOU in here for your post in my journal...

And, I've been catching up - sounds like you've been having a rough time lately too... I'm sorry about that. Your journal is not boring OR pointless - a journey is a journey; yours is just a little longer than some...
I'm spreading dust today - what would you like? Af

or sticky

?

Thinking of you up there, sweets!
x

genkigemini · Mar 18th, 2008, 22:17 PM

Thanks so much, Wendy. Between work last week and nothing going on as far as TTC goes, I just want to flip out. I was only staying at my current job because they pay for my fertility treatment but screw that! I am just going to be happy and pay more for my treatments.

I just want a damn cycle. Hey, maybe we can get our BFP's together! We can support each other!

polo_princess · Mar 19th, 2008, 12:17 PM

Hey lovely just checking in on you to see how the interview went? All ok i hope ...

nicola647 · Mar 19th, 2008, 12:41 PM

Hello There,

Just dropping by to say Hi

and to wish you lots of

and a

very soon,

Love nicola647 xx

SwissMiss · Mar 19th, 2008, 16:18 PM

That would be WONDERFUL! You can send me lovely Alaskan treats and I'll send you... uh... cheese, cows or Swiss chocolate...?? or an Alp horn - THAT would make an impression! You could blow it to announce the arrival of AF, or just for fun when ur p-o'd

Sorry, I think I ate sth weird, I'm feeling a bit goofy at the minute...
How's the job hunt going?

genkigemini · Mar 19th, 2008, 17:52 PM

Hi guys! My job interview went great and I will know the final word on Thursday because they are trying to figure out what they can offer me as far as pay, etc. Today me and the other Asst Manager at my McDonalds are going job hunting together so you can really tell how bad things are there. She is 2 years older than me and has been working at McDonalds since she was 16. (Poor Tanya. LOL)

Geez, I hope this job works out for me because a Sat-Wed fulltime opening workweek is ideal. (Especially because opening is 10am!)

Right now I am just focused on my next doctors appt on May 5th. IMHO, Met is crap. It is doing NOTHING for me but I am still a good little patient and taking her meds like the doctor ordered. I am trying so hard not to be bitter these days but it is hard. I even told my best friend that I needed to stay off this site for a while because it was getting hard to feel so abnormal but I just can not stay away. I honestly care how you guys are doing with your TTC even if my journey is at a stall (again.)

Oh well, I will try to be more patient but honestly... soooooooooooooooo frustrating!

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