polo_princess

Hey hun just checking in on your and your to see if she's gone yet ready for some action .... shes still in full force from the sounds of it

GO AWAY

Chris77

I hope the is starting to pack her bags so you can get back to some

Hope you're enjoying your weekend despite the old

genkigemini

is gone! YAY!! It was like a snap of the fingers. Usually I linger for days!

Time for ! LOL

genkigemini

So... yesterday, I got my nail done and this time I got a french manicure with Hot Pink tips and sakura blossoms on my ring fingers. SOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!! I love them. (and I NEVER paint my nails pink!) I also got my eyebrows done and had a nice day hanging out with my DH!

Today, DH and I went to this really cool theater pub here in Anchorage called "The Bear Tooth" (http://www.beartooththeatre.net/index2.html). We got a reserved booth for two, ordered food and watched Kung Fu Panda. It was soooooooooooooo much fun. I kicked up my feet, leaned on my honey and had a cup of coffee. We had been hearing awesome things about the Bear Tooth for a long time but we finally went. I think we are going to try to go at least once a week. Movies are only $3 as they show older features but for a 2 person booth, the price is $10 total and you don't have to sit next to other people. IT IS TOTALLY WORTH IT! Later this month, they are showing "Roman Holiday" and "Spartacus". I am thrilled. I love old movies.

One more day of Clomid tomorrow and on Friday morning, I go to see if I will O this month. I am starting to get really really nervous but hopefully it will all go okay in the end!

(Today's WWE PPV was good but what the hell was up with CM Punk not wrestling?! SOOOO SAD!)

jacky24

Hey hun, the big build up to O.. Im so exited this could be it hun, the doc is going to say OMG look 3 folicalles are ready for you and OH

Im just hoping and praying for all of the best hun, that this is it, this should so be your month hun....

Oooo sounds so much fun the movies and all... Well CD1 for me today... but at least i have a huge temp shift and OH is getting the boys tested on the 29th so hoping and praying all is fine in the swimmer department now....

genkigemini

So, I checked a book out of the Library today about coping with infertility and it was really interesting. I was reading what the options are after Clomid, etc.

Let's just say, I am a bit of a mess right now. Not crying or anything... I am just really afraid of the unknown. If I have to go to injectables, I can not afford it off the cuff so we will have to save up each cycle to try. I am really worried and really frustrated.

I can honestly say that I never thought my TTC journey would get to this point.

I have decided that if Friday's answer is no O, I am restarting my TTC journal to reflect a shift in how I am going to deal with this.

The fact that I have never O'ed to my doctors knowledge or mine, scares me to death. If I can not make my own egg, Jack and I are done trying to get pregnant. I will not use donors. I want my own baby, dammit and I do not care how fucking selfish that sounds!

I know I should not worry about this until Friday but I can't help it. I am a mess.

Now I really am crying...

polo_princess

Oh hun i dont blame you for being scared, if i were in your position i would be too, its hard going into the unknow but its not necessarily going to be a bad thing ... youve got to remember theres as much chance of good happening as there is bad

You know ive got everything crossed for you and even mini pp has got her little fingers and toes crossed for you too hun hoping that tomorrow is going to go ok and you at least get the results your looking for ... plus you'll get to stay with the nice doc hehe

genkigemini

Thanks, Holly. That made me smile. I pictured Mini PP with little crossed digits and laughed.

jacky24

Sarah, friend i am so sorry that you are going thru this hun... im sorry that life can so be touchg and im sorry that i can not do more for you....

I know for a fact that you have atleast got an amazing husband that loves you so much, and he has stood by you from day one of your TTC journey...

When i completed the clomid i was smached, devistated, broken as you know after 4cycles nothing, not even a HCG level going up.. mine was 1.2 remember.... But i never gave up hope....

Now i am faced with O.k i am ovulating, but we are suspecting OH swimmers aren't in a very good condition..... so as of this weekend he is going to have a huge vitamin boost.....

I am trully praying for you every single night hun, as we all just deserve to have our gift from above....

Linzi

Thinking of you hun

xxx