genkigemini

Hi Hon! I think it is funny how my journal has become the Diary of Jacky and Sarah. LOL!!! I should change the name.

Anyway... the internet is up and I promise to post a big long update tonight! *hugs and kisses*

Sarah

genkigemini

Update on Sarah's life...

Not too much to report. Monday I go to the doctor for a post-coital but this month I am totally relaxed about it. I guess being so disappointed last month, my heart is not allowing itself to have any faith in Clomid this month either. I take my last pills tonight and then pray, right?

Job is fine but much more strenuous then I've had in the last few years. My feet ache and so do my legs but at least I am getting good exercise, right. Also, tomorrow night I have the other job interview for the position that I originally wanted in Anchorage so we will see how that goes.

New home is IDEAL! I love it here sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. LOL

Well, I am off to eat dinner but post again later!

jacky24

Hey hun, sounds good jacky and sarah's journey to becoming mothers sound pretty good to me...

I am glad you are enjoying your new home hun, always nice to be in a new place. So you have been working for a change always nice to be busy in a job, but hell good luck on your interview, i hope that goes well hun.

I trully hope the clomid works for you hun, just because it didn't work for me and it worked for neyney. *im so sad for neyney as well* but the clomid worked and there is chellebelle she is almost 16weeks pregnant thanks to clomid.

I am still struggling to get rid of this flu, and me and OH have Bded once now in 7days, but we still have time, we have the best times together on the weekends anyways

Enjoy dinner

genkigemini

Well, I went in for my post-coital and ultrasound today for Clomid cycle 2 and once again I am not going to ovulate. They look for a follicle about 20mm (cm??) and my largest cyst was 10 so it is a no go.

The doctor gave me a prescription for more Progesterone and Clomid for next month. I am going to try 150mg of Clomid to give it one more try but then the doctor thinks we need to wrap it up and move on to something new. He does not seem very positive about next month and I know that I am not either. He says to move on to the next step, he will refer me to a doctor here in Anchorage because in that office they do not do IUI or IVF. I am so sad though because I love my doctor so if next month is nothing as well, I am in a while new ballgame and it scares the crap out of me.

Since I was first diagnosed with PCOS, I was prepared to take Clomid when the time came and I was so sure that it would work but it hasn't and that totally sucks... Going to an unknown step with a new doctor is even scarier. I really hope things pan out...

Mendy

Sorry to hear that! I hope everything works out in the end. I wish you lots and lots of luck and lots of for you. Hopefully one day we will be chatting in the Pregnancy forum and not the TTC!

jacky24

Morning friend i had to pop in and see how you are doing.

Im so sorry the CLOMID is not doing it's thing with you, remeber i had 4 cycles with it and no O, but hang on in there maby next cycle is yours for the taking hun.

Take it day by day hun, atleast you have something in line of a cycle now, and that has been a huge boost in the right direction.

Keep faith friend all is going to work out in the end

genkigemini

So, today I am feeling fine. I had pretty much prepared myself for no ovulation so it is what it is. I will try next month and go from there but I am no longer scared to go to an RE.

We will see what happens.

Mendy

Wishing you lots of luck for next cycle genkigemini!!!!

genkigemini

Well, I will be offline from Monday-Saturday and back online on Sunday. (I am going to Fairbanks for training.) The plus is that I have never been up to Fairbanks so it will be an adventure. The minus, I have no computer to take. (DH and I share our laptop. )

I will have LOTS of time to myself after work and nothing to do so if anyone in the US or Canada wants to chat, PM me your number or I can send you my cell phone number. I will be so lonely. LOL! I hate being away from my hubby!

At least I am happy with the Piercing Pagoda job. They are grooming me to manage two stores and possibly to become the Alaskan regional manager! That would be STELLAR!!!! Also, I got the most AWESOME earrings today on clearance and with my 30% discount on top of them, they cost me $2.10. You can't beat that! LOL! I will take a pic of me with the earrings on soon. Probably while I am in Fairbanks!

DH has been feeling poorly lately so maybe it is a good thing that I did not O. I hope hope hope 150mg Clomid is my ticket! *fingers crossed*

Remember, wanna text or chat with me when I am up North? PM me. I will need people to chat with! LOL

jacky24

Hey hun, why you going away for so long???

It's o.k one of us has to work now hey...

I am so hoping and praying the 150mg Clomid works for you hun, i mean one of us should get nocked up sooner or later.

Thanks for my e-mail hope you got mine back, i have also been sending you some jokes and funny pic's.

At least me and OH is in a nice place again, the BNB light is working a bit. Accept that im in pain today... go check out my FF chart.

Have a fab weekend and hope the week you are away goes very fast.