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Capuru · Jan 2nd, 2008, 09:43 AM

HI

to break the ice you may call me Jiset I'm 20 years old and live with my wonderful Fiance Ant who is also 20, he is the greatest thing thats ever happened to me

we've been together and madly in love since High School and have been TTC for about 3 long years

The reason I am here is because I broke down about 2 months ago, I had been trying so long and I'm just getting upset because I don't know why it's not working, If AF don't show her face by the 9th of Jan then I

^_^ I hope I get my miracle soon.

Anyone who prays please pray for me I will pray for all of you too, lots and lots and lots of

baby dust!

xx

Capuru · Jan 2nd, 2008, 10:05 AM

Well during my uh previous entry I took a break for bding just for fun lol

um...(tmi) in the bathroom when I was wiping I saw very light pink, I believe I ovulated on the 26th of December could this be implantation bleeding?

Also I read a lot on here about FF I tried it just now it wasn't very accurate for me and I see it tends to be way off for other people. Can anyone let me know how accurate FF is for them or how inaccurate thanks

Capuru
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dakini · Jan 2nd, 2008, 17:17 PM

Hey, welcome to B&B! Sorry to hear you've had such a long road. But it will get better.

I have good feelings that 2008 will be your year.

I have found FF to be fairly accurate (only using it for about 3 cycles now though), but one month when I had a fever it was off. Only using temping though, nothing else. If you'd like some help with temping, just PM me. That way I can answer questions. If you post in the forum someone else is sure to help too.

GL on your journey.

Should have added, that yes, this could be implantation spotting. Is it normal for you? Anything out of the normal is a good sign, though not always. I have my fingers and toes crossed for you!

Maria+Cookie · Jan 2nd, 2008, 19:08 PM

Hey capuru i read your story and i really hope everything goes ok i really hope you get that

im still praying for you no matter what.

Capuru · Jan 2nd, 2008, 20:53 PM

Not really not around this time I have my hopes up

I hope that it's a good sign. Thanks for the post

Today I've just being feeling hopeful I'm waiting till the 9th and it's hard not to test

but I just have a 1ww to go whoopi...

as if 1dw isn't hard enough lol actually I think the 1dw is the hardest because it's so close yet so far

lol I don't feel any different no type of symptoms that might indicate anything except for what happened after

right now all I can say is, I Hope his buddys swam for the goal!!

Whoot!

Come on

(tmi) This past month I have to say we did work for the goal

You would think that

every 2-3 days for 1-3 days in a row would get old but I don't get tired of it. I have read about a lot of people trying the every 2-3 day method and they feel tired and their

life kinda feels mechanical after a while but if you just do it for fun when you're not O that helps I don't chart I just have an Idea of when I O because I charted before so this month I just Bded for fun and just in case I'm not accurate

and when I got close to what might be O day then we took it to the next level yeea

lol

Wish me lots of

baby dust for the 9th

I know I send lots to you guys

here's some extra just in case, you can never have to much baby dust unless more means twins oooh

Capuru · Jan 3rd, 2008, 20:58 PM

Hello today,
At this point I am thinking this our month but sometimes I don't think it is

because It's happened before where I get all worked up thinking this is it then when the day comes it's a

and I get so sad

My sister has been giving me a lot of support

she also joined BnB on the same day as me and this is actually the best thing I've done since TTC

I can't wait to wake up and write and see how everyone is doing with their journey. It really does help it relieves stress I have somewhere to go and talk and be understood so it's not all bottled up inside.

I have decided to

on the 5th with one of the hpt's that let you know sooner, I hope it works if it's a

I'm gonna wait a few days if AF doesn't show then I'm gonna retest and hope for that

Last night I had really bad sharp pains on the side only when I was up and walking though if I sat down it didn't hurt or nothing I'm praying it's nothing bad

I will be on later to write some more weee

lol

polo_princess · Jan 3rd, 2008, 21:20 PM

Best of luck to you hunni i hope all turns out well for you

Samo · Jan 3rd, 2008, 21:32 PM

good luck on the 9th (or earlier if you still plan to do that)!!

Capuru · Jan 4th, 2008, 02:55 AM

I've been on here all day I've had a few things happening so far that are making me very very hopeful.

First I haven't been charting my cycles but I am daily taking temps I have to admit I am a temp freak

lol currently my temps are up to 98.0-98.6 good sign. Yesterday and right now I was having cramps I'm praying it's not that ugly aunt flow on her way

my sis is pregnant and her temps are in the 98's too. OMG!!

I've been praying soo hard and I don't know how to express my self right now I'm just blah blah blah

I've been writing to let it all out cause I don't know what else to do I can't

yet if anyone can give me advice I will most gladly take it

oh and also I was getting little sensations on the sides of my bb's I know that happens later on in pregnancy but that's what I feel and maybe it's nothing but when you're ttc everything's a sign lol

thanks for reading

Capuru · Jan 5th, 2008, 06:14 AM

Hi

so I tested early and of course it was a

I was very very sad I was really hoping it would be a bfp

but all I can do is hope AF don't show up and if she doesn't then test again

. If it's still a bfn then I will be charting.

I really do pray this is my year, I tried not to show that I was upset because that makes Ant upset and I feel like I shouldn't be worrying him we still have plenty of years to try I just wish it was this year.

We don't have money to go to the expensive infertility checkups which really sucks cause that means I can't see what's wrong. I've been to the doctor before and everything is ok, last time they said I was a little anemic so I don't know if that could have anything to do with it, if anyone can tell me if this can affect my chances please let me know. On the other hand he's never been to check up with a doctor and I know it's because of him being scared of the results but lets hope we don't have to go towards that.

Please wish me lots of baby dust I still have a chance for this month my temps are still high and I am still having cramps and I'm trying not to stress it cause stress can be bad

Baby dust for all who are still hoping for this month to be it

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