Tanya

sorry you are not feeling well hun... I would really go to the doc once and for all... good luck hun!!

tansey

Hun, what a day! I hope things are a bit better now? What are you going to do about the doc situation, can you go to a clinic or something? It's so different there than here in the UK so sorry if i think it's easy and it's not. I really think you need to be checked out with all this irregular bleeding and what's just happened.
As for FIL - why would he take the house promise back just becasue of some shop discount? Sounds very silly and irresponsible to me, the meanie.
Hope you are ok? xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

NeyNey

Oh sweetie what a day
I hate boss's - I really do!

You hang in there. I do think you should get a medical opinion though. In case you do need follow up treatment.

Darlin i hope you feel better soon

superp123

Oh dear... sounds like you've been having no fun at all. So sorry that things are just not working out for you at the moment. When it rains it pours, right? I do hope that you do go in to the doc though, seems like you've been having AF troubles for awhile now. With any luck you can get things sorted out once and for all and get that .
I hope that you're feeling better now, and that FIL has realized that he's a complete dork and has appologized with flowers. And that BIL has stopped running at the mouth instigating(sp?) things, manager has gotten a raise due to all your efforts and then gives you a raise for being such a sport. Then I hope your man comes home from work and cooks you dinner, lets you watch your fav show w/o complaint, while giving you a foot rub and folds your laundry too. Sounds heavenly doesn't it?
Take care hun,
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Capuru

Awww thx soooo much ladies

I guess I'm doing better, FIL realized that BIL was being a jerk and first he thought I just didn't want to use the discount, because of how BIL was saying it then I talked to him and explained that I can't do it the way BIL wants so BIL got mad cause he wanted me to go in and get it anyways so at the end he said "forget it I don't want it anymore, so then I said good don't think you're gonna get it later on either! So the plans for the house is still on.

Sadly I think it was a m/c I looked over my FF I noticed I didn't mark all the days I bded cause it was during the time that I was suddenly really really down. At first I didn't want to look into it but then I noticed that my boobs were aching and then I thought I should see if my boobs might have changed and they did, nips are bigger, and darker I would know the difference cause I'm always studying my boobs before I take a shower, sad I know but I have to be able to notice what changes on my body. I guess I might of fell pg during the 28day bleed I only bded on days that I thought I stopped bleeding but then I bled later on that day. I didn't think the chances would be good cause my cycle was wacky.

Right now I'm not bleeding anymore just a lot a lot of watery cm coming down it's weird I can feel it coming down I have to wear a liner. I actually revisited my journal starting from June 28th to see if I can catch any clues. Since my temps were low for an ovulation, maybe I didn't have enough progesterone? If you ladies could please reread my journal starting from June 28th and let me know what you think I would greatly appreciate it.

I did our budgeting we do have extra money now so we are definitely going to get health insurance as soon as possible as soon, as we do we're getting a good doctor. Right now I'm just on the look out if I start getting bad I'm going into the emergency room.

Capuru

I know I should be seen by a doctor sadly it's not an option for me right now so far I'm doing good like I said in the previous post if I get bad I'll go into the emergency cause they have to take me no matter what, the only thing is that it will cost way more.

Tansey It's ok, I wish I could just walk in and they would take me in. Here it's different we have to pay upfront for all doctors visits that we do unless we have health insurance which is paid monthly or taken out of our check, then they cover most bills depends which insurance we have. So,no insurance, no pay at the time of visit, no service unless that doctor does billing, I know, it sucks but that's how it is.

I'm just trying to sort everything out right now hopefully I have some clarity tomorrow.

Capuru

Oh, I guess I didn't get any answers

Not much more happened today. I just keep getting a lot of watery cm, Taking my girlies to get furcuts tomorrow I'll be back on soon.

tansey

Hi hun, i can't get on for long as my mum is visiting but just wanted to say that i am thinking of you! I hope you are ok? Now that you can budget for it, get that insurance sorted because you're going to need it when you are pg anyway - let's think positive.
I hope you haven't had a MC. It's difficult with your temps and irregular bleeding for me to give an opinion - and it's only a professionals and your own that count.
Take of yourself and i'll try check up on you soon! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

tansey

How are you? OK i hope! xx

superp123

Hey hun! How are you? I've been wondering where you were too, got a bit excited to see your journal on page one again. But seems you're not here. Thinking of you.
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