Tishimouse

Did I read about wedding bells somewhere ... October? I think I did.

That means congratulations are in order. Hope you are feeling better too.

Capuru

Hi Tishi thx yea we are planning for October he really wants us to be married and doesn't want to wait till we have enough money to make the big wedding, lol

Bleeding seems to have gone away hurray!!! It looks like I might have ovulated during the bleeding though either way there's no chance of conception but at least my body is trying to do something even though it wacked out in the bleeding. I'm still hopeful for a bfp but I have decided that for the moment we won't be really trying I'll keep temping and we'll bd if we're able to but for now it looks like my body isn't going to cooperate so I'm not gonna beat myself up for something that's just not gonna happen right now.

Thx for stopping by. Sorry I'm not able to visit all journals, I'm only really having enough time to update mine but ladies let me know how you're doing pleeeaaassssee!! I don't know at what point everyone is at!! Update me please.

tansey

Wow 10DPO and a nice implantation dip? I want wedding details Mrs!!
Glad your job is going well xx

Capuru

Hi Tansey I wish it was an implant dip, I have a thread in general chat about the wedding details I'm so exited!! How are you?

Bleeding has stopped for sure so that is wonderful!! Work went well today the department leader for the baby clothes line told me today that she wanted to ask the managers if she could train me to be the next children's wear department leader!! That would be awesome!! Today while working a pregnant lady came in and for some reason my stomach felt sick when I saw her I felt like I wanted to throw up not in a bad way, lol I don't know I guess it was at the thought that I might never get that belly or the thought of when I do get the belly the pain I will be going through at the end I really don't know what it was.

Well I'm kind of sleepy right now so I'm going to go update my wedding thread and then spend some time with OH then got to sleep so good night ladies!!!

avistar

congrats! I have been thinking about you and just wanted to wish you well!!! Lots of

insomnimama

Capuru haven't had the chance to read through your journal in a bit but have you seen a doc about your bleeding?

butrfly

tansey

Hi hun are you ok - you haven't put any temps in since tues! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tanya

just wanted to drop by and send you some ! Good luck!!

Capuru

Thx ladies!! so sorry I haven't been able to get on Busy schedule. About the temps, well I don't know the bleeding has stopped but usually by this time I get up from my ttc down and continue on with my charting but it just really isn't in me right now I don't want to think that I gave up on the idea that I'll ever get pregnant but the thought that I'll ever be really has escaped me I can't see a doc at the moment it's like $200 just for a consultation My body just doesn't want to cooperate I want to have a family sooooo badly I sadly just can't go into my own body and know what's wrong. I guess that just means more waiting for me

I've been practicing belly dancing especially for the weight loss but when I do a hip to the left I get a sharp pain on the lower left side, also earlier in the day I got a sharp pain in my lower left side and when I went to the bathroom I had some bright red spotting mixed with clear cm. Also after I ate I had extreme burning sensation in my stomach I ended up throwing up because the burning sensation was really bad and uncomfortable I have no idea what that was about.

I will take a temp in the morning and see how it's going maybe it'll get me back in the routine Thx so much for stopping by ladies By the way, at least send me some pm's on some updates for you ladies I want to know how you're doing. It's 1:01 am so I have to go to bed UPDATE ME!