Just got back there is one job that looks promising at Polo Ralph Lauren I hope something good happens
I really couldn't buy anything over there because all the stores were expensive brand
names in that mall and there were shirts that were like $165 and that's a cheap one
I was to tired to go to any other stores so I told OH I wanted to go home but I did get some very good peanut brittle some doggy treats for my girlies, and OH bought me this wonderful skeleton key (I don't think I mentioned it before but I adore skeleton keys) the one he got me says faith on it because we're keeping the faith for our bfp I actually found a pic of it online;
This place is like a silver store where they have like all these silver house wears that are very expensive and we would really love to have for when we get into a new house and would only be for special occasions, they also had a lot of silver stuff for babies like this adorable little silver baby brush and comb set almost like this one
and so many other nice things^_^
Then we saw this cute bride and groom music box where she has her head on his shoulder and he has his down towards her (they looked so in love) they turn so they look like they're dancing and Ant looked at it with a focused look and said, "that's what I want on top of our wedding cake" It was so sweet that he saw something he wanted to have in our wedding
so he started talking about how he wanted to have the cake setup for it and he was so into it, we have to go buy it tomorrow cause he also had forgot to cash his check
how prepared was he!
Another thing I forgot to mention yesterday his great aunt had invited me to walk with her but I couldn't cause I had to go with OH somewhere and she said with her Jamaican accent, "come on, come walk with me you need to loose some weight"
my bil got mad at her comment and told her off which was really thoughtful of him
she's the type of person who thinks she looks really good and has no flaws
I have to get ready again now to go visit with some friends. Af didn't show up by the way, there's nothing at all right now, I think it's a messed up af
Well have to catch up tomorrow cause once again I've been sleepy since around 4pm and after I get back from the friends house I know for a fact I'm going to be knocked out when I get home
Hope I see a lot of bfp's when I check the testathon tomorrow. Hope you ladies are doing well
Wish me luck for the job x^_^x
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I hope there's no need for that witch to show up! 
so that's no good.
It wants to be all complicated and giving me a hard time and making me wonder what is going on and just when I start to think that everything is going right it wants to make all these sudden wrong turns and make it worse so then I'm all lost and it brings on all these surprises that just throw me off!!
sorry, I'm calmer now. Something has to happen by the end of today or the end of tomorrow morning, something has to happen
*sigh* I'll be going now to get ready for the day. GL to everyone doing the testathon, everyone waiting to ovulate, and everyone in the 2ww
Now I will warn you this is way tmi but I have to add it in my journal, I was feeling a little on the frisky side this morning and since it didn't look like af was gonna be here we had 
after we finished and he exited I felt dripping and I asked him to turn on the light and I was dripping what I thought was probably af that he had jump started but when I actually saw, it doesn't look like af at all I have never ever ever experienced this it was like diluted watery clear blood and had a very light red pinkish color to it, now this has happened before where we'll do it and then I have like an af but it's always dark red and heavy
I went to the bathroom but when I went again, there was no more nothing on the tp so I have noooooo idea what's going on
glad that you noticed it cause like that I know it's not just me
